Perbedaan

1 kata bermakna luas, dan 1 kata yang bakal susah buat lo hadapin. 1 kata yang membentengi kita semua untuk bersatu. Ada Bhineka Tunggal Ika, tp phrase itu pun meaningless. Useless. It doesn't work in this world.

Gue bertanya-tanya kenapa perbedaan nggak bisa nyatuin kita, kenapa perbedaan malah memperjelas perbedaan yang sudah ada, dan membuat itu terlihat kontras. Gue disini, sebagai pelajar, gue nggak bisa bilang banyak, mungkin pengalaman gue masih dikit, tapi gue rasa perspective gue bukan perspective anak remaja brainless yang bisanya cuman ngegaul kemana mana kok, gue cukup punya pikiran, dan ya gue rasa gue emang belom bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang ada di kepala gue.

PERBEDAAN.

Gue pengen kalian. Setelah baca ini, mau belajar untuk ngompres kesenjangan sosial yang ada di lingkungan kalian, gue pengen nggak ada lagi perbedaan mencolok antar suku budaya etnis RAS suku dan AGAMA. Gue nggak mau lagi denger racism-racism gitu ataupun perkataan kotor tentang SARA. Gue pengen kita, sebagai generasi penerus, nggak lagi membedakan satu sama yang lain. Taken from 2012 MOVIE, it's not right to hate others, because the differences between both of you. And it kills me to see some wars some fights are triggered by those unimportant difference which meant to be just one. I don't want to see us fall apart bcs of these differences. Gue cuma pengen kita semua nyatu, perbedaan perbedaan yg biasanya jd bahan CAK CAKan gak lagi di permasalahkan. KENAPA gak bisa?

I miss my old hair :'(

I miss my old hair. Really :(
Now, the style is layered, a bit shorter, messy, and thinner.
I know, you miss your hair as well, Dev? :P

This Is Where I Put My Words

Here, I wanna talk about the title, yep yep, it’s true. Sometimes family fights and sometimes it’s hard to forgive. But friends? We fight we love. It’s harder to hate em, I mean the closest one.

I’ ve a closest friend, she’s also my far-away cousin. She’s now happy with her boyfriend, not like yesterday rite girl? She’s Marsha Anne Tabitha Sondakh. Gue udah kenal sama dia kelas 2 SD waktu gue masih di Penabur Bintaro, tapi waktu itu impression gue ke Marsha tuh jelek banget, gue sama Marsha juga dulu ngocol-ngocolan huehue (remember mar?). Sampe akhirnya Marsha pindah ke Africa untuk ikut bokap nya, balik ke sini kelas 5 dan sekolah di TI, waktu lulus SD dan mulai lah kita SMP, gue ketemu lagi sama Marsha. Yoi deh, gue sama Marsha kea ngobrol-ngobrol gitu “kapan lo balik ke sini” ,blablabla…. Abis itu gue sama Marsha jadi deket gitu gue sering cerita tentang mantan gue lah waktu itu kan masalahan mulu cerita nya ke Marsha juga. Yaudah deh jadi deket, gue pertama tuh ya ke rumah Maya terus Marsha gatau kan rumahnya dimana, yaudah rumah Maya daerah Multiplus sector 5, dari situ gue jalan ke Bintaro Plaza sector 5, gue lupa deh Maya sama Bernando ikut apa engga. Gue jalan buat jemput Marsha yang nunggu di Toys City. Itu pas kelas 7 men, gila ye. Soalnya kan rumah Marsha deket BP hue, gue jadi sering ke rumah Marsha terus ke BP. My momey sama daddy jg taunya “ntr jemput janet di rumah marsha” “lagi di rumah marsha” “jalan sama marsha” ah dikit-dikit rmh Marsha, gue juga pernah nemenin Marsha ke rumah omanya sampe di marahin bokap, malah sempet nemenin dia les piano hehehe, Facebook Marsha juga gue buatin, malah double date juga sama dia, gue sama Marsha juga kadang suka sehati gitu ya kalo jalan kadang pikiran nya sama mau pake apa, orang yang kita sebel juga sama, gue sama Marsha juga punya buka diary bareng. Resolusi gue dari alay ke sekarang ini juga bareng Marsha IYEAH!!!.Pas liburan kenaikan kelas 7 (ke kelas 8) aja gue 1,5 minggu main sama dia mulu, sampe nginep, dr pagi sampe malem mulu, wohooo how cool. Tante gue bilang gue sama Marsha kea kembar, dan yoi deh banyak yg bilang mirip. Bedanya, gue item Marsha putih, gue tinggi dia lebih pendek dr gue :ppp sama-sama hyper sama-sama ngocol. Gue sempet RENGGANG sama Marsha, rengga nya udah taraf BANGET, kalo ketemu tuh ga ada nyapa deh ga ada bicara ato pun ngomong malah gue jg ga ke rumah dia lagi. Gila deh emang, y ague sama Marsha sama-sama sadar ya kita kea ga kenal, dan naujubileh deh, ya mungkin gue sm dia udh jrg ketemu jrg contact dan temen Marsha gak cuma gue doang.I hope we can be forever like yesterday gitu loh Marsh c: gue denger katanya Marsha bakal pindah ke America ya I don’t know kapan, dan gue harus mesti dan bakal nyusul. Semoga lo gak pindah juga sih Mar kasian kan ur VFD ur Krimno and Me ;)) and ur boyfriend!!! Hm kan gak tega kan, yauda gausah amrik amrik lah, indo dulu aja sekarang hue. Ntar gue kalo ngabur dr BP kemana kalo ga ke rumah lu? Lil party di kamar lo ga bisa sering2 dong? Stay here aja okayyy. Yep lanjut, banyak loh yang udah gue lewatin sama Marsha. Hm dulu aja pas gue jadian Maret, April nya dia jadian, pas Mei dia putus, gue putus juga. Mantan dia sm mantan gue jg temenan, tmn2 mantan gue jg tmn gue sm Marsha. Woho, emang sama ga sih. Marsha’s well-known by my parents, and her parents know me. Gue juga banyak curhat tentang masalah keluarga ataupun lovelife ke dia. So far… So good. Dia bisa jadi listener gue, waktu gue nangis banget, waktu gue marah dan waktu gue seneng. Thankiss. Okay deh kalo gue tulis keanya kebanyakan juga pasti hihi. Lurv u Mawrz.

Well, she’s not the only one, there are Maya Martha, Irma Christine and Priscilla Natasha. But she’s the one who’s got the face of me :pppp

TOP FIVE

These are my Top Five something from my perspective

Top 5 bands/singers: (for now)
-Alesana
-Killing Me Inside
-PCD ft. Nicole
-Boys Like Girls
-Attack! Attack!

Top 5 songs for now
-Jem – It’s amazing
-Borris – Why are people running
-Alesana – This is usually the part where people scream
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus – Your Guardian Angel
-Kevin Aprilio – Cathy Sharon

Top 5 Outfit Brands
-Topshop
-ZARA
-Mitchybell
-Bloop/Endorse
-Oasis

Top 5 Most Wanted outfits
-tutu skirt &more skirts
-moccasin
-leggings (tights)
-tops
-jackets

Top 5 Favorite Icons
-Alexa Chung
-Cory Kennedy
-Geldof Sisters
-Daisy Lowe
-Agyness Deyn

Top 5 Inspiration
-Cheap Monday
-Lookbook
-Urban Outfitters
-Gogirl! doong.
-Diana Rikasari :p

Top 5 Cartoon Casts
-Jimmy Neutron
-Superheroes by DC Heroes
-Jasmine&Aladdin
-Stitch
-Cookie Monster

Top 5 Colors:
-Fluor Pink
-Fluor Blue
-Black
-Pastel/Pale
-Grey

Top 5 Main Dishes
-Macaroni Cheese
-Steak
-Pizza
-Kangkung tumis
-Capcay

Top 5 Favorite Fruits
-Avocado
-Strawberry
-Papaya
-Kiwi
-Watermelon and I can’t ignore my passion in Pineapple ;ppp

Top 5 Favorite Vegies
-Kang kuuung
-Buncisssss
-Cabbage
-Spinach
-Carrot

Top 5 Favorite Drinks
-Avocado Juice
-Strawberry Juice
-Vanilla Milkshake
-Coffees
-Mixmax huahuah ye ga Mar? GAK DENG DIM. I choose Root Beer

Top 5 Favorite Candies
-Push Pop
-YUPI GUMMY CANDY!
-Hudson’s Honey and Lemon
-Tooties
-Double Bubble

Top 5 Foods:
-Fire Floss (Bread Talk)
-Opera Cake (Cheese Cake Factory)
-Cookies and Cream (Baskin&Robbins)
-Blizzard (Dairy Queen)
-Frozen Yoghurt (Jco/SourSally)


Top 5 gadgets
-iMac
-Sidekick
-SLR D90
-N81, my phoneee ;pp
-maybe blackberry ;)

Top 5 favorite numbers
-8
-12
-7
-53 c:
-9

Top 5 movies:
-Wanted
-Game Plan
-Journey to the centre of the earth
-torque
-night at the museum

Top 5 Local Movies:
-Realita Cinta & Rock&Roll
-Bukan Cinta Biasa
-Best Friend
-dunno
-dunno

Top Five So much love
-God
-Dad
-Momey
-Joan
-Josi

Top 5 more than best friends
-Marsha
-Maya
-Irma
-Tasha
-Tasyalizh

Top 5 best school mates
-Tia
-Vera
-Ayu
-Tiwi
-Moza

µ Top 5 listener
-Bebby
-Tashapl
-Ezzie
-Anitha Mega

Top 5 male
-my Dad
-Dimas
-Pedro
-Rezapotter
-Bernando

Top 5 senior figures
-Kak Ranny
-Kak Pinkey
-Reynata
-Kak Ghaiz
-Kak Nadira

Top 5 Places
-PIM (siempre)
-Lollita’s little café
-Oh La La Bintaro
-My house
-Maya’s and Marsha’s :pp

Top 5 activities
-karting
-skating
-biking
-chatting
-shopping

Top 5 websites
-Facebook

-MSN Messenger
-Blogger
-Twitter
-Plurk

WANTED, dead or alive

I crave this things very much, dad mommmm buy me some, pleaseeee!!!! *BEG*

1. ………..party foil balloons!? I want them so baaad

2. Jimmy Neutron!!!! tees, action figure or anything! I crave for this stuff since I was in Elementary and never even get one :”(

3. Yupi kingdom ;p yupi gummy candy. As yummy as gummy as creamy as me, give me a loud laughter guys *lol*

4. All candies filled my drawer, from local and abroad, every brands yummmmy ;3

5. New Phone, my N81 is a crank! (comment: rusak parah nyet, udah ga bisa camera, gallery, data suka ilang baru gue pake 2 bln langsung rusak, memory nya asu, skrg udh 1 taun lebih, kuat ye gue tanpa kamera)

6. My own Macbook Pro or iMac yihihi, cmon daaaad mom!

7. SLR D90, crave craveeeee. But maybe D60 is enough

8. I want to have a job, so i work to get some money of mine

9. New outfits dooong :) from top to toes. From tops, pants, skirts, denims, shoes, sandals, slip ons, semi-boots, tights, opaque, stockings, jacket, blazer, necklaces, braces, and every kinds

10. My own (brand) new sleeporoom :d

And I’ll design the interior and everything inside my room

11. More Action figures! *CRAVE* from DC Heroes to Cartoons. Puhleaseee Puhlease puhleaseeee

12. This one known as a dream, Cupcake house -_-

13. Clothing Line and Café. Yep, someday when I grow up, I want to make a clothing line, wif nice prices, not a high ones and own a café HA-HA, I’m a success woman (cheeeese)

14. More money to buy my dad and mom a pent house, and buy Barbies for Josi, and Wardrobe Ready-Set for Joanna :’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’)

15. And more money (again), to buy Dimas an island No—Where-To-Find *laugh: HA-HA*

16. Money again to buy a new house for an orphanage foundation and to be the leader, honestly. I love kids I love babies, I like all of them, the faces the deeds and they’re cute and loved.

17. Muscle car, I dunno why but this car looks good and tough, arrrr.

18. I want to meet my granddad and grandma one more time

19. Lomo, maybe. Hm it’s cute…

20. Fruits Field, strawberry avocado papaya kiwi watermelon babyorange orange lychee pineapple

21. POLAROID………… boom boom boom boom boom.

22. A homey home near Kuta Beach with dadmomjoanjosi nannies dogs.

23. Is it possible to meet the real Santa Claus, because I’m curious here.

24. Bcome wiser, better, taller, smarter, etc also… slimmer (haha as always) *giggles*

25. Brother boy!!!! My mom said she is willing to, but wait until the end of the year mwihi :3

Named him Javiero, moooom. Amen!

26. I always beg for this to Jesus Christ.

Togetherness. With mom dad sister (unending), friends (forever), dimas (present)

I’m so human, that’s why I never feel contented with things I’ve got, human is greedy…

Um, maybe these are my sixteen most wanted, tell me what’s yours?

Pray to have these all, no prob, I’ll beg, pray and of course, I’ll try

Let me pray first, and let this things out. So I won’t feel worried and weary anymore. And so I can move on to the next day without regrets and anger.

Jesus Christ, our Savior, who reigns in heaven and rules in every kingdom up there and here, here I am to bow down, give thanks and ask forgiveness and to ask protection from evil and unwanted things. Thank You, for the blessings you put onto me my family and friends. Thanks for letting me breathe until now. Thanks for the foods the money and the gifts. Thanks for birth and recovery. Thanks for dads moms families friends and loves You give to our life. Thanks for everything i cannot mention here one by one, since You give us lil and massive blessings every single second. Our Father and our Alpha-Omega, we know we’re full of sins and we hardly control our selves, forgive our sins and erase our sins. Help me and my people not to walk in temptation, and help me to do good things to people and of course for Your Name. Bless the sick ones, I know they’ll get better each day, since Your Hands are on them. Bless the poor ones and bless the orphanages and the handicapped, since they’re loved and Your Justice are on them, give them jolly and their daily bread each day. I also believe You in taking care of my loves, God. Every single second, I know You keep Your eyes on me and my family and friends. Fill our days with joy, Your Mercy, Your Love and Glory, Your Wisdom and Your Guidance. Send us your angels to lead us in this weary world. For our parents, bless them so they can be good parents for us and parents we can be proud of, bless their every works also, give them a long-living age and healthiness, thank You. For our brothers sisters, bless them with your loving Hands, take a good care of them in every hot sunny days and hard rainy days. And don’t ever leave them alone. For our whole families, bless all of us, with our daily life, let us lift Your name higher in everything we do. For our friends, lead them to Your mercy and guide them with Your grace. And as we already know, You always be there for the ones whoe have faith, like we have. Thank You Lord, for everything. Also bless our future, our nations, our countries and his world to the next days. And I don’t forget to pray for dimas, thank You Lord, for giving the chance of being with your heavensend, give us Your love and Your strength to keep on living together and being your trustful children. Thank You Lord, this short prayer I seal with Your Name, Amen.

Re--

When I read that old time’s talks, oh my……. I think I’m gonna throw up. I feel sick now, and I lost my appetite. I’m sad and I feel bad. Why everything must be like this? W-H-Y *sigh and taking a deep breathe*

EUREKA!!! I know why, um do you ever feel that life’s never really move on! Never really move on. Maybe you think it’s moving, maybe the time has moved, but do you think your heart, your mind, your life are really moving? Well, I guess no. someone said the show must go on…. Life must go on. It’s not easy, not as easy as ya think. You must have guts to take risks hidden in-front. Just be careful, and pretend that you’re there.

W-H-A-T?

Let me ask you some questions okay, your answers must be taken from your perspective

What makes you sad?

When I know I let my parents down and when I accidentally let my fellows down

What makes you cry?

When I can’t bear of feeling worry or something like anger, and when the ones I love just leave me or do something unpleasant

What makes you disappointed?

Ya of course when they let me down

What makes you angry?

When they lie to me and when they keep doing things I hate

What makes you feel spoiled?

When my boyfriend phones me, and when my parents are in the mood to buy some stuff

What hurts the most?

Being cheated on, and left alone, and remember something painful, and when someone you love don’t ever trust you, and when they tell me they feel disappointed. I’ve got a lot

What makes you laugh?

When dimas makes some silly jokes and when I’m with my friends

What makes you smile?

When my people say they love me and miss me esp. dimas

What do you hate?

FAKER

What makes you scared?

I don’t like to see blood and clowns with red nose and powder, ouh shit

What makes you sick?

School and school work

What makes you angry?

A lot of things

What makes you crazy?

Shopping, hm I mean the stuff

What makes you brave?

Family and friends

What makes you alive?

God!

What makes you feel loved?

When they hug me, saying I love you and do cute stuff

What are your must-have items?

Phone with Internet Connection and Wi-Fi, candies, magazines, and skirts

What makes you feel cute?

When they keep looking to my eyes haha

What makes you feel adorable?

When they tell me I’m cute ;pppp

What makes you feel sorry?

When I let them down

What makes you treat them right?

Love

What makes you giggle?

Kids and toddlers, cute ones also Josi

What makes you dance?

Up-beat songs, screamo and night time lullaby

What makes you drunk?
Mineral Water

What makes you feel happy for the first time?

Born

Do you like being in this world?

Yes of course, and I thank God for this

Why?

Because I don’t have the reason to leave this world

So tell me?

I live for His Name, family and friends. Okay, dimas also

Have any last words?

Aha, bye y’akk

What makes me fat?

you need to know why my body is soooooooo massive like this!@#$% hahaha lol, it's too much, not too massive but not skinny. hm i eat!!! ya of course girl, human eat! these are my favorite foods:

• Baked Macaroni added with melted cheese, served warm and with chilli sauce, yummy
• Yupi Gummy Candy, this one is my favorite candy of all time!!! i can eat one big pack just in 5 minutes or less..................
• Ginger Sweets, i can eat this thing, 10 per serving
• Lasagna, i can't bear my lust!!! my gosh, lasagna is so yummy
• Seafood Fried Rice, yummy and so Indonesian :)
• Teler Ice or Mixed Ice, especially using Vanilla Milk sluuuurrrp....
• My maid's Kangkung!!! huuuu this food is delicious and i just want to bring my own food to school as long as i get this veggie
• Vegetabled with Orak-arik Egg! tastyyyy and healthy
• Fruit Salad ;33
• Vanilla Ice Cream, all kind of ice creams!!!!
• Chocolate bar!!!! Cadbury and others
• Tahu Tempe!! try it, fry it with egg mixed with flour.
• Risoles! with cheede and mayo
• EXTRA CHEESE
• Vanilla Milkshake :333333333333
• MILK!!!!!!!!
• Crackers: Malkist, Gery
• Biscuit: Goodtime!!! Cookies
• Coconut iceeee with milk
• Root Beer
• honestly, red wine makes me crazy with it taste but what can i do if someone doesn't allow me to consume it
• Waffleeeeeee with vanilla ice cream and no topping
• Cupcakes, Soes, argggggh i'm starving
• Otak-otak!!!!!
• I love Indonesian Food!!!
• Pizza, 5 cheese Pizza by Sarpino's especially
• Steaaaaak!!!!!!

just stop.

Thursday's best buy

i bought this Aladdin and Jasmine action figures and felt happy for finding it
Aladdin: dms
Jasmine: me
ahaha okay2, but i love this pict anyway


she's my lil sister and um... she was trying on Joanna's new formal dress ahaha

while i was trying on my new denim skirt, black denim i mean, did you know it's a cheap one, i found that in small sale but cute enough. means: we don't really need to buy branded things

and this Cartoon Network Pack i bought is just so cute;))

she's Joanna, i like her style in this pict, hmm she was trying on her corduroy dress, it's a cute one, fit in my but too short, ah it won't matter i'll just borrow those dress yippie

this skirt is an acid washed, and it's cool, i like it for sure.


this mini black dress is also cute and ya i like it also

My Future Lists:

- Graduate from college/university and i'll make my dad mom and sisters proud

- I'll succeed and be a rich woman yet independent and i'll make my family live loaded

- I'll make a clothing line named ****, and i'll design the style

- I'll be a housewife :)
PS: i hope i'll be your wife ya Dim :pp like you told me before i'll be Mrs. Tasning, we'll live in our own island. You'll be a singer or somethin else i forgot and i'll be a good mother for our kids, we'll have 6kids like we've planned, boy girl boy girl and twins! Or maybe 11 -,- hm i'll be your lovely wife i'll serve you coffee and toasted bread in the morning and for the lunch and dinner, give it to our nannies haha, i'll kiss you before you go, everywhere you go i mean! i'll hug you when sleeping while whispering i love you and we'll keep doing better after 50years and more even if we're grey! we'll go to America like we've planned also, we'll live together!!! i'll be there when you're sick and i'll lay beside you and be there for you, you don't have to worry about a thing. we'll tell our kids about fairy tale and about our past, we'll help them to finish homeworks and hang out with them. hhh, i'll be the most happiest female ever, AMEND. Let's pray for our next months and future honey, loveyou

- Design buildings

- Buy my parents a new house completed with pool and big park

- Visit Russia

- Married (with Dimas Tasning)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

- Buy own car

- Visit New York Fashion Week

- I'll design Dimas's private music studio

- I'll enroll my kids in the best school ever

- I'll make my WHOLE family happy

Read this God :)
I'll pray and always pray for this
Help me to reach these things, Thankyou God, Amend.

I'm officially Dimas's, since 6th and 7th of March

"Okay Mr. Tasning, so tell me why'd you said "It's You!"
"Okay Mrs. Tasning, because you're amazingly funny, i dunno i just feel comfortable with you, you're smart, you're pretty, blablabla" (ga bisa sebutin satu-satu nih, Dimas ngomongnya panjang)

HAHAHAHA jadi gini, pas pagi kemaren, i was just talking with my friends about i like Dimas, i love Dimas and blablabla i forgot. In the evening, someone told me about how did he feel. I'm really sorry, the reason why i can't be yours is Dimas. i'm sorry, very sorry. so if you read this, don't feel angry mad and don't avoid me. Just be my best friend. It was yesterday, 6th of March 060309. Dimas said he was confused stressed and what else dear? and i try to be the one who listen to him actually. i ask him to tell me what happened. And he just said "i'll tell you right before you go" yeah you know, i wanna go to Bali. and i was like "damn unfair, if you ask me to tell you something and when you start to moan, i always tell you what is the thing, right? just tell me what happen?" gilak nyuruh dimas cerita aja susah banget ampuuuun, gua sama Dimas debatnya pake bahasa Inggris loh hauhau, keren kaaan? Hmmm lanjut, terus Dimas said "okay okay, see, i like this girl...... (and i forgot what he said)" but he didn't tell me her name, cmon Dimas!!!! And he said "It starts with a Y and ends with a U" i really didn't understand and recognize that the Y--and--U it means Y-O-U!!! It means ME!!!! SEBELUMNYA, telfnya mati gitu terus dia cuma sms "It's you", gue bales gini "Call me, say it rite through my ear, out loud" hahaha aduh gue, terus gue pura pura bego aja terus gue bilang gue gatau itu siapa terus dia bilang "It's....yoou" tp you nya tuh kea bisik2, gue denger sih terus gue suruh dia bilang "i can't hear youuuu, louder please", "it's you", "louder", "it's you", hmmm i see i see, terus gue sok2 nanya "So why'd you said that "It's you"? what do you mean about It's You? and he answered yeah it's you. tp mesti tau yaa, kesel kemaren gue sama Dimas, gue blg "say the words", aku tau Dim kamu pasti tau maksut aku kemaren, haha gue blg aja what is your strongest reason? dia blg "because i..... love you" ou men, why'd it seems so hard to say i love you? gue ngintrogasi dimas selama 2 jam tentang alesan2 dia dan yang dia mesti tau tentang gue, dan yakin nggak dia sama gue. yang pasti kita bicara banyak ya sayang, sayang aja privacy IYEEEEAH. bring me to America ya

oiya serius nih ya gue suka waktu Dimas bilang salah 1 alesannya, dia bilang ya intinya gini: kadang gue suka buat jokes yang corny(jayus) but you still laugh at my jokes, it feels good.

terus Dimas bilang "so what are we now? you decide?"
i said "human or dancer? i wanna be a painter"
he said "i wanna be a singer or a basketball player"
i forgot what we talked about before but it lead us to the future, kita ngomong2 gitu "beberapa taun lagi kita bakal engaged abis itu 1 taun kemudian we'll get married. and we will have a son" gue kan yang kea "JUST A SON?", "no, no i mean, the first will be a son, the second will be a daughter", "JUST TWO?"(did you know gue pengen punya anak 4) haha. "SO? EIGHT?", "HAHAHA are you sure", he said "since i was a child, i wanna have 11 kids so i can make my own football team, the name is The Tasning's" mygoshhh Dim, masa cowo semua. haha sampe akhirnya kita mau punya 6 aja ya dim, sama yang twins. hm gue sih ngerasa kea anjing sama kucing nih punya anak 6 hauhaua. OKE done with this, Dimas nanya lagi "what are we now?" "choose, in Facebook, there are, Single, In a Relationship, In an Open Relationship, Engaged, Married, it's complicated. choose", he said "what is open relationship?" terus gue blg yaa kea HTS gitu deh Dim. and he answered "no, i don't want that kinda relationship i will still lose you then, since you're not my girlfriend, just a gonna-be-girlfriend" okay Dim, just say that words, it contains 5 words, it's the key and i'll tell you something", "do you know how hard it is?", "cmon, love needs sacrifice" "hahaha,okayokay" terus Dimas nya stuck terus I I I I. ergh and i said "okay if you say those 5 words, i'll say the same thing", "yeah, promise me", "PROMISE". after that, he finally said "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" hahahahah puas aku dim, jujur ya dimas udah gue obrak-obrak gue tanyain semuanya terus gue suruh bilang i love you i love you blablablaa hahaha. gue bilang "okay, done" "say it, i don't wanna hear any other word, not any reason", debat debat debat terus dia bilang "see, how hard it is" i just laughed and i said "no, it is easy, i love you so much" hmm dari semua mantan gue keanya cuma dimas yang gue kerjain segininya. maaf ya sayang HAHA, jujur ya gue seneng aja gitu dipuji-puji disayang-sayang njieh Dimmyyyyy. abis itu dia tanya lagi "What are we now?" "you choose" "In........ a relationship" "Ahaaaa" "so it means yes?" Ahaaaa" "So it means yes? "What do you think? not what do you want" "In a Relationship" "okay" HAHAHA yaudah deh jadi kan ya Dim. yang jadi masalah gue sama Dimas risih tanggal nya, 639. 6 maret 09, 06 itu angkaaaa ya you know. terus yaudah gue bilang "do we have to wait until 7?" "okay" akhirnya gue sama Dimas nunggu aja sampe 00.00, kan kita otp ngobrol2 jadi kelewat deh. eh udah stengah 1 baru deeh:

D: yes udah jam 00. jadiaaan
J: ahaaa haahha
D: selamat ya net udah jadian sama Dimas
J: ha? iya apa? haahha iya deng sebenernya aku udh tau dr tadi dim
D: ya km siapa suruh ga ngomong

blablablabla

gue ketawa2 sama Dimas deh pokoknya, kita ngomon banyaaak banget. hm kalo tentang tanggal
sebenernya 6 maret jg bagus, 639---- 6+3=9 but we chose 7. WHY?
For God, 7 is a perfect number. 3 itself is a number of strength, and 9 is the highest number of luck.
COOOL ISN'T IT?

okay end of discussion,
keanya gue banyak banget sepik sama Dimas di hp, but ya udahlah privacy ini. just keep it ours ya dim
loveyou Dimmyyyy

Dimas's and Mrs Tasning,
xxxxxxxxxxxx

She's bored and displaying this trash

IYEH since i was bored, i post this pict, iDescribe of mine -_-

This pictures are showing her devotion to Irina's expression

hm this one is another boring picture

I LIKE THIS ONE!!!!

hhh, i'm pretty cool isn't it? heheh just kidding, i am soothing myself.
i was hanging on the phone with kak nadira last mnute ago and finally she knows that.............. I huaaaaa:( sorry kaaaak! hm, in 7 pm i have to go to my english course hhhh i'm tired of everydays! in 8 march i'll go to bali with my teachers and many friends, to visit another students :pp

Random things about Me

Abigail Riot is just my Alter Ego. i like my name ABIGAIL (Source of Joy) it's a Hebrew name and i'm a Riot, and talkative.

• I love my Alpha Omega Jesus Christ
• I love my whole family esp. Mom Dad Joan Josi
• I love my friends, nannies, etc
• I eat Yupi a lot, 1 jumbo sachet? 5 minutes? Um... less
• Love ice-cream a lot, esp. Vanilla
• I sometimes not-to-serious in talking
• sometimes evil
• Premature Baby
• Lovelife? So pity
• I love.....
• I often hanging on the phone for many hours with friends, for now, hm i often otp with Maya and Dimas
• I hate copycat
• I'm tall enough and i'm on my diet to join......
• okay okay, dmsholic 001 -_-
• Fashion!!!! i love this word
• A lil bit rude and talkative
• Like to post and pose
• I confess that i starting falling in love
• iDescribe Facebook!!! rated as Friendly, Cute, Kind, Sweet, Stylish and the others: happy, cheerful, helful, funny, creative, honest, clever, attractive, loving, warm, able, confident, romantic, patient, energetic, realsitic, trustworthy, extroverted, relaxed, blod, adaptable, logical, independent, proud :)) thanks everyone. Find me in FACEBOOK!
• I love pink,red, brown
• ALESANA, KILLING ME INSIDE, THIRTEEN, PEE WEE, VIERRA <33
• i'm sick of a faker!
• i love to mess around
• don't like to treat friends bad
• i rarely use branded things
• afraid of blood and clown :pp

,bye guys

Komentar gue

oke deh apa kata you aja. DULU ya DULU yaudah juga sih. udah selesaaaai. gue sudah memaklumi lu berdua. oke? have a nice days yooo.

i'm not done wasting my time holding on with untrue dreams covered by haze . if i fall to pieces, and turn to dust, from ashes to ashes, seeking you behind this truth to find remember-whens.
----nah ini sih jaman lama ya. sekarang nihhhh

hope my life changes.
you got one? i have three on my own:ppp

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!, thanks guys

Guysss gue mau berbagi nic ini greet2 yang they gave to me, makaaasih banget yabiar ga dapet hadiah tp yaa bodo lah yg penting pada inget gue ultaah. Ang juga gue bakal nulis resolusi gue di umur gue yg ke 14

Yang pagi2 di msn nyelamatin gue makasssih ya, Tio Syela Jovita Dityo Siena KakNisa KakTasya KakNezzi, dll. Yang td sore nyelamatin di msn serta yg ngasih wall…..
Yang pada nelf gua si cantik NADIACP!!! Makaaaasih. Terus kakak-kakakku Itooo dan Fakhri yang malah kata2an pas conference haha. Makasih ya kak fakhri udah nyanyi happy birthday dan ito yang udah jadi kakak yg baik, thanks. Makasih juga buat si pras bocah kuli biar suara lu sakau lanjut dah

Janeeet happy birthday yaaa, wish you all the best hehe :’) –wine

Happy birthdaaay Janet! Gbu –Sheila

Janet, slamat ulang tahun ya, kmu makin tua dh hahaha, tmbh baik sma aku ya huahaha tmbh pinter Gbu net. Kado nyusul kalo udh punya duit hehe maaf ya –MASBAYUUU

Happy birthday jaaaaaanet wish you very all the best sayangkuuu
Xo, syee

I wish you have a: 1 nice Sunday, 2 happy Monday, 3 extraordinary Tuesday, 4 cool Wednesday, 5 good Thursday, 6 funny Friday, 7 amazing Saturday, 8 and of course a happy birthday

Hope the best wishes for you !!
Roll land

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET :D
Wihihihi wish you all the best. Gua kehabisan kata kata net wkwk -_-‘
-MELODY

Happy birthday ya jaaaaaaneeeeeet. Semoga janet panjang umur, tambah baik, tambah cantik, tambah semuanya deh yg janet mau hahaha. GBU –Kak Prima

Janeeeeet happy birthday yaa. Hahaha bangkot lo udah 14 thn. Gua doain deh biar bisa ________________________________ ya amin amin. –vera

Happy birthday janeeet !, semoga tambah cantik makin pinter dan cepe2 dpt jodoh –Tioooooo!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET ABIGAIL SIMATUPANG –farah BL

Happybirthday janeeeet wish you y’all the best yah. Sori kl gua byk salah sm bikin lu marah ,xoxo
-Tia

JANET ABIGAIL SIMATUPANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAAAA
Wish you all the best, my lopelope. Gue ykin keinginan lo bkal d kabulin dieeeh ya cantik, sbr …… GBU net
,maya

Happy birthday janetkuh sayang wish you all the best semoga tambah woke dapet cowo yang setia amin hehe –Tiwi

Janet happy birthday yaaa –Mooooozza

Janeeeetsyg happy birthday yaaaa, semoga kamu bisa dapetin apa yang kamu mau dan slalu bahagia ya cantik pokoknya wish you all the best yaaa :D
-anitha

JANEEEEEEEETTTAYAAANGKUUU, waah happy birthday yaa! Wih 14 nih hahaha, semoga tambah baik cantik dan dewasa yaaa. Terus mudah2an semua keinginan kamu terkabul ya say, dan yang penting mudah2an happy ending terus hihi I love my janeeettttt xoxo-azka
Janeeeeet happy birthday wish you all the best, love you babylove muah
-BERDYNAAAA

Adeeee, happy birthday ya! Wish you all the best & greatest. Smg bisa dpt pacar yg baik ya dee hihi
Loves, Ranny

Janeeet happy birthday ya!
-Tamiiii

Happy birthday!! All the best for you
-Kak Rezaa

Janeeeeeet babyyy, happy birthday ya! Wish you all the best and God bless you always
-Cellaaa

Ka janet Abigail my super sistaa,, happy belated birthday ya sayangg. Panjang umur, tmbh pinter, tmbh cantik dan bisa __________________, wish you all the best kak!! –audy

Janeeeettttt happy birthday ya honey. Semoga tambah cantikkk, baik, sayang sama mama papa kamu. Happy birthday ya muah. –Bebbbby

Janeeet happy birthday ya sayang –Wizzza

Happy birthday janet, wishes you all the greatest hings in life. Hehe. Happy birthday ya janet.
-diba

Janeeeeet happy birthday yaaa, panjang umur, sehat, aminn ++ jangan sombong2 yaaa hihi;p
Love raisha

Janeeeeettt happy birthday ya, wish you all the best,td nya gua mau ngucapin yang pertama tp malah lupa haha. –Sassssyaaa

Janeeet happy birthday, jangan sombong2 yaaaa haha –Dimaaaas:D

Happy birthday <33 wish u all the best –Kak Asssha ku

Happy birthday janeet :D wish you all the best yaa hehe –UNKNOWN

Janet selamat ulang tahun ya, smoga matanya tambah belo, engga deng haha tambah cantik pinter dll ya:).wish you all the best:D. –kak bobbyyy

Oi oi met ultah ya net! Moga2 lu bisa _____________________ (masih g sih ?) en wish u all the best dah ! Gbu..
(Traktiran jgn lupa ye) --Calvin/Anya

Janetayaaaaang happy birthday ya cantik. Wish you all the best! –yobela-

Adek Janeeeeeeeetttt….
Happy birthday yaa! Wish you all the best : )
-kakAlyaaaa

Happy birthday yaaa jan wish you all the best jan!
-davin-

Happy birthday!!
Wish you all the best..
-Leonard

Jannetttte happy birthday net ,Dita 19

Happy birthday Janett, wish you have a great time in your birthday, and your dream come true
Xoxo Ezra

Happy birthday janetayang(^)(g) wish you all the best yaaa
-Diraaa

And from semuaaaaaaaaanya


Ini deeh nih temen2 dan kakak2 yang baik2 yang nyelamatin gue HAHA makaaasih ya semua wish you allllll the very very beeest guys, much loveeee.

Makasih juga terutama buat papa sama mama, terus adek2 gue. Makasih KALIAN SEMUA,yang namanya gue tulis ato enggak udah pada inget sama gue yeeh, semoga di umur gue yg 14 taun semoga gue bisa lebih baik sama kalian yaa.

RESOLUSI GUE DI 12 January DI UMUR GUE YANG KE 14:
(write it!)

12 JANUARY!!!

Today gue ultah sodara-sodara, HAHA. Umur yang ke 14. Iyeah dewasa bangeet kan semoga aja gue bisa jadi lebih baik lagi. Gue berharap semakin hari gue semakin tua juga semakin MATENG! Haha biarpun ga ada yang special dan biarpun gue gatau bakal ngerayain ato enggak (kalopun ngerayain juga pasti telat banget) gue tetep seneng soalnya ulang tahun kali ini ataupun waktu menuju 12 january gue enggak kosong2 banget. Gue masih di temenin temen-temen gue yang super top nya dan juga keluarga gue yg unyuuu baik nya. Kadang gue ngarap sih pas ulg tahun ini gue udah ga sendiri lagi eyaaah tp ya Tuhan belom ngasih untuk move on dari yang kemaren, maksutnya gue udah lupain sih tapi belom di kasih lagi, ya it’s gapapa lah as long gue masih punya friends yg mau dengerin gue curhat terus friends yang ngejayus ehem ehem, terus friends yang ngelucu dan friends yang ngasih something different di my life. Gue juga nggak dapet hadiah apa apa dr mama sama mama, tadinya gue minta SLR pribadi ato enggak ya apa kek, tp gua tau duit2 gue abis menang lomba aja ada di nyokap pasti lah duit itu yg di pake, jah sama aja boong dong yaudah gue diem, sampe H-1 gue berantem sama nyokap about stth gituuu. Yudah makin sebel aja gue sama ulang tahun, di tbh lagi setiap gue ngomongin mau ngerayain ultah nyokap langsung pasang muka enggak suka HUAAA makan hati banget ini mah, rasanya pengen banget nggak di rumah, seandainya gue bisa ngerayain ulg tahun di rooftop nya hotel mulya seneng banget kali ye gue, ato gak cukup di bawa ngeliat sunset deeh haha sok romanticcc gileh.

Janet thanks to:
Makasih buat yang pada ngucapin dari fs, fb, msn, sms dan apalgi telfon. Makaaasih kalian semua.
Makasih buat pm-pm nya ya (^)janeeeet lah (g)janet (&)janet lah happy birthday janet hb janet lah dll.
Carmelita, tio, devi, rona, jimbo, eddo, djaviero, dara, verristie, gungmas, kaknadya, kak nila kak echi, kak shasmy, enrico, kak dhea, pandji, marsya, Jessica,ageng, ahmad, faiz11, dindalabsky, tasya, hasna, fya, kak aryo, echel, kak stanny, tisha, Kevin, kak sarah, reza, onil, brina, regina, nadya, kak oshi, aldo, abi, betha, maryam, aka, kak quincy, jemima, andika nofal, firac, ditaa, ezra, dm, kakghina, veeeeee, kakdillon, ilham, Sabrina, kak saviraaa:-* ,kak farah dan si rengga yang pas sore-malem gue ol udah nyapa2 gue ngucapin bday, makaaasih. Makasih yeh doooh sampe dinasehatin jg begini begitu, makasih pokoknya,

Terus yang pada ngasih gue Wall di Facebook, tante tina tante jane tante evy tante Christine dindadanya syela, liat facebook net
Dan…………….. yang sms gua sampe pagi2 begadang pasang alarm dll, MAKASIH
Yang di sekolah nyelamatin gue iyeeh audry adji tia vera ayu arum my9girls pak dadan dll, thaaanks
Terus temen temen gue disekolah yang pada meluk gue biarpun gue keringetan abis o.r or upacar ahaha thanksss.

Makasih banget ya kalian inget sama ulang tahun gua, temen-temen, mantan, tante, sodara, tmn mama, kakak-kakakan aduuh makasih semua. Biar ga dapet hadiah at least gue dapet greet dr elu2 pada yeh. Mwah makasihhh. Ulang tahun taun ini nothing special, haha udah 2 tahun nih ga seru bangeet. Eh 3 tahun deeng. Pas 12 tahun gue ga rayain apa apa, ga dapet apa apa. Pas 13 tahun ga seru juga kea gitu di tambah my beban because of….. yah gitu. Pas 14 tahun baru deh kerasa banget sepi nya…. it seems i am not a birthday girl. Ya whatever dah gua pusing mikirin masalah2 gua yang bejibun sok sibuk lu nety! Gempor nih lama lama gua, SEPIIIII! Mana gue ulg tahunnya di hari senin, aduh bok please yeah I hate Monday! Kenapa juga harus tgl 12, hari kamis kek.

Today, pas pagi pagi gue bangun bokap gue nyamperin gue langsung nyanyi hapeey birdday, terus nanya mau hadiah apa……….. gue ga bilang apa apa abis gue pny bday wish sendiri niiiic hahah.

Baiklah guys, gue rasa cukup celotehan gue ttg my boring lovely joyful friendful birthday. Sekarang gue mau cabut, maksut gua cabut kabel modem HAHA jayoos lo tenyom. Wish me all the best yaa, semoga gue makin ocre di umur gue yg ke 14 :] byee

i hate this day and my birthday eveee

i hate thisssss day and my birthday eveee....................BOSEEEN

ya kira-kira gitu deh. no special thing. males banget gue nyeet, udah gitu hari ini gue enggak PT! tambah bt kan gua. gue cuma ngedeprok aja di kasur sambil ngetik2 nih, aaaah.

kira kira besok senin ada apa ya, haha 12 JANUARY!!! gue ultah lohhh guysss. terus apa masalah nya neet? haha ya iyeh i'm alone no happy overwhelms. gue mau buat birthday wishes aja kalee ye:

MY BIRTHDAY WISHES, JANUARY 12:

--i want to be lebih dewasa

--gua mau lebih baik lagi tiap tahun

--gua mau bisa lebih rajin belajar

--gua mau bisa lebih feminine HAHAHA, no rude

--gua mau bisa happy!#$%?

--Sidekick ehem ehem

--My own bedroom

--My new basketball field,not overlay with badminton field

--new handphone

--gua mau gua sm tmn2 gua ga ada masalah lagi

--my birthday party but i maleees

--gue mau tambah TINGGI!!!

--gue mau lebih lebih dr yg skrg, ck dsr manusia ya serakah

--new boyfriend mungkin HAHAH ga deng

--pokoknya semua yg lebih baik

--keutuhan keluarga

gue ngerasa ada yang kurang yeh, apa kebanyakan? ahiiiiy biarin dah no matter. kok keanya lagi sepi, yah, no one talks to me, calls me and greets me. yasutrahlah goodbye yee gue mau busy yang laiiin, bye