Reasons why i'm staying for you

1. Because i can't let go what we've shared together

2. Because everyday will be different without you, no text, no phone call, no smile

3. Because forgetting you is something i never learned to do

4. You're like my favorite hours in 24 hours.

5. Because you're making me feel like i was born to be perfect for someone

6. Because you're where i've set my life living in

7. Because it hurts thinking to go through days without you anymore

8. Because my sisters love you and wish they had a brother like you

9. Because you're the one who keeps me up at night and wakes me up in the morning

10. Because i can't seem to think about anything else beside you

11. At least, remember me, don't forget my presence.... and stay...........

Am i asking so much from you? Remember me and stay

dear, Devara Putra Aryasta
4th July 09 - Future

Just If only i can tell

if only i can tell you i love you
your voice and your laughter bring my tale to life
if only i can tell how much it is
then when you read this unbroken truth
don't tell me anything, even just a word spoken from your sweet lips
i see love comes out with my fear
i see your smile for my very last chance
just to ease
just to say goodbye

this night i'll tell you somehow
i just don't know how
i know you will keep me save
but maybe the words are too annoying
but maybe it's just to hard to let go someone you love most
but maybe i'm too scared to say
will you be with me until the dawn give me their first light?
will you hold me tight?
am i too selfish if i just want you at all
and when you finally know
i'm waiting for your call

if it hurts a lot
just don't ever tell me what's going on
cause you will never understand what it is
and you just can't see what i mean
like you are blinded

i want to ask
have you ever feel that you were the one?
like how i feel here beside you
you really know the reason why i'm dying
i just can't say the words
it hurts and to hard
i don't know why
am i too shy?
or i'm letting my heart to die?

everyday
every night
i remember everything
i tell myself that sometimes hopes don't come to help

if i were about to say
i love you

so would you really understand?
i know how falling hurts
do you know what is my cure?
maybe your voice, maybe you

and when you read this
just open up your eyes and stay awake for me
and wake me up if i sleep
i don't want to miss anything
and when you find out and hold it
don't stop staring at my eyes
just kiss me and i will know what is your answer
just don't let me go


PS: am i too scared? yes, okay, i'm taking a deep breathe bloggy! my friend said maybe he will hurts me, even when he says he really loves me Tas? i hope not. i'm deadly in love Tas, how can i get out just to breathe and taking answer? i'm spending my time talking and laughing, i don't think forgetting is easy. i can't move it Tas. do i have to leave or maybe i'll just stay to see the final result?

If you finally know

i will never let you go
and don't ever ever go
cause i'll wake up
and look beside me
remembering your voice that sent me to dream
i'm about asking myself
did you lay here beside?
did you hold me tight?
did we adore the night?
i love you so much more than this
i wish that we have made promises which can never fade
and i was like a fool finding devotion

and now i am just looking at my affection
and you are my addiction

stay like this, just like we are
and i will never change a thing
i will walk beside you
stay with me, and kiss me
and so i will believe that love is exist

call me everyday and every night
and i won't worry about life

thanks you for this lovely lil things

When you dont know what it is

I was lying on bed in 3am
And trying to send myself to the sky
I need to close my eyes down tight
But all i see is your face
When you smiled at me
When you laughed at our jokes
My brain plays the video when we were there
At the rooftop and admiring the stars
I told you something i've never told
Maybe the words sounded complex to your ears
I was being so honest to you
So do i have to tell you one more time?
And the time will just stop to prevent the end
That i miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Tell me i'm yours to be true
Tell me this has no end
Now the spring starts
Let's spend our time together

(just the way we want)

I love this lovely little things
In the night we talked
In the night we spent
When nightfall bothered my eyes
When i wanted to cry
You soothed me and called my name
Your voice covers me with serene
You told me you would keep me save

Can i say those words?
I love you........
I love you so much

I'll be here beside you
I'll walk with you and fight for glory
We'll sing our song, pray and shout Hallelujah
So here we are standing face to face with hands-in-hands
We kiss.............

We kiss.............

And tell me that words ain't a lie
And turn my day to that night

So do you love me to death?
Don't ever go
If you really wanna know and if you feel this feeling i never knew before
Call my name again tonight