Showing posts with label dvr. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dvr. Show all posts

Sunday, May 8, 2011

My Bad Temper

Yep. So if i could define bad temper in two words, it would be grumpy and or maybe selfish?

And to be honest with you friends, my temper is very bad and it's not because i'm labile, this is just me. I can hold back my feelings, telling you guys, I CAN. but i can be so sharp at making a statement. I'm not always wrong too, but not always right as well. And if you can't handle me at my worst, than you sure as hell don't deserve me at my BEST. My bad temper has been causing so much damages in relationships between me and friends, family and boyfriend. But here is the thing you people really HAVE to know






Behind this wild side, i do have the delicate, so soft and fragile side that nobody cares about. Nobody. Trust me. Nobody would like to be the blame. Nobody would like to get the impact of my bad temper. Tongue is boneless. And the easiest way to hurt people is by saying something rude. Man, that's easy. But remember, i won't pick up a fight, if you don't trigger me to. I can guarantee you 100%. And due to the fact that i'm a girl, it's clear to see. My hormones also take part. Hahahaha and bitch, really, girls are sensitive, so is me.

Don't date a girl if you sure you can't handle her bad mood

I'm just being real. If you love me, i think, if you love me for who i really fucking am, you won't complain and you won't RUN OUT OF PATIENCE. And if you don't love me, chill, walk away bcs i never asked you too enter my life and be friends and so on. I'm tired of listening.

Now it's time for you to listen

People have problems. And so do i. I can't handle them alone, but somehow i just can't tell everything. There is still something i can't tell my boyfriend, my mom and my dad.( Tho i will never be able to lie to You, God).

Just don't talk to me "that" way, i mean, don't ever even think to talk to me in high-pitched. Treat me as a lady, gentle man. If you are one.
Treat me as a friend.

You bite. I kill. So simple aite? My brain is smart enough to manage an evil plan too. Ok im starting to be toooooo honest hahahaha.

It's normal, the pressures are forcing me to be such a beast i know. But why don't you help me? Why are people complaining? Why don't people understand. Pleaseplease please
I know i've been a bad daughter, boyfriend, friend, classmate, and whatever it is. I'm SORRY. I'm SORRY. But i'm here to ask you people. My people. you-all-know-who. I don't have to mention their names one by one. I am fucking sorry for ever ruining your days and moods. Sorry. Just leave, if you don't wanna get hurt, leave, tell me that i'm not good. EASY. Just don't be such a jerk, blabbering everything i did wrong.

Hereby, i apologize to DVRPUTRA. for all the things i did wrong, for all the days i ruined, and all the troubles i put us thru'. I want you to put me first, or else i'll be putting you the last in my "Who to care about list". That's pretty fair, i think lol (don't take this as a joke). I mean it. I'm trying to make you understand why i've been so grumpy these days. I love you, but i just don't know how not to be me.... sorry. And oh yes, i got hyped almost everytime, when i miss you, when you're nowhere to be found, when i'm alone, when you're being such an ass, when we're in a fight, when everything is ain't like what i wanted it to be. It's very human, my dear. It's just not you but it's so me. And thank God for sending me a guy with patience like him, thanks for sticking with me for like almost 2 years and present ;)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

The truth is...


And i want to hear this, someday:

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Vierra - Bersamamu (Covering 4 Dvr's bday)


Video ini direcord tepat hari ini, siang ini.
.9 Juni '10.

Gue udh coba ngupload di FB dr jam 4 sore, berkali-kali tp failed mulu, sampe akhirnya gue beralih ke Blog hehee.. mayan lah:P

Gue dateng siang-siang naik motor ke sektor 4, smntr rumah gue di Serpong Bintaro. Gue sampe masuk angin bray -_- makasih untuk Anisa Destina yang udh ngijinin gue buat ngerekam video di kamarnya, dan Nadia Maulida yang udah mau beberapa kali ngulang take lagu ini.

Video cover ini emg ga perfect dan bagus-bagus banget, tapi yang penting kan niat nya. Suara gue adanya segitu sih wakakaak. Bayangin gue setia online drtd cm buat ngupload ini tepat di tgl 9 Juni 10. Kegagalan yg gue dpt, dr failed, disconnected and so on emg jengkelin bgt. Tp usaha gue ga mungkin stop!

Devara mungkin belom liat semua greetings, semua video dan semua hal-hal yg gue blow up ke dunia maya. Tapi yaa at least, dia bkl tau belakangan, as a surprise. Bsk dia bakal pulang dr Singapore, jam 10 malem +/- sampe disini. I hope everything's fine and i'll see him soon. VERY soon =)

Ok, tgl 9 hampir berakhir, last, happy birthday Devara! Wish u all the best
-Labrador 479

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Because no matter what happens, i'll always be there for you
No matter what lies ahead, i'll stay the same
No matter how old we'd get in time, i'll still love you
No matter how ugly the truth is going to be, i'll always be yours
No matter what people say, i'll still believe in fate
No matter how bad our days are, i'll still be your mood-booster

I'll be 24-hours available

When you need affection and attention
When you need a listener and a crying shoulder

As long as you want me to...

You're older now, and i wish you all the very best
Have a nice ride. Enjoy your life
Treasure each moment you spend with your family, friends and me =)

Night



Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Old dude Dev

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEV!!!!

Akhirnya, gue udah ngantuk2 nunggu jam 12, sempet juga :D:D
Semoga lo terhibur sama video2 dibawah ya, and i've text u ke hp mama mu.
Good night ya! Love u

Happy Birthday my Devara II


This is another video :P
For you, Devara Putra Aryasta!
Gue ga tau ngontact lo lewat mana :( nelfon ke mama mu ga enak, tp hp km mati. Bbm kak cal juga mati

I hope you'll like this video, pig! I've made 3 videos for you. Hope you'll love it


Happy Birthday my Devara :D


Hey goodnight everybody! I made this video just a moment ago from my sister's blackberry!!

Well, sbnrnya Devara bsk ultah nya 9 Juni!!! Tp yah gapapa lah, dia di spore, gue mau jadi yg "kecepetan" ngucapin hoho. Cepet pulang ya dev, aku kangen sama kamu bgt :-(

I LOVE YOU Dev, 4ever 7o9ether!!!!


Thursday, June 3, 2010

Happy 11th Month, Dev

Today's 4th of June and this is the day when we finally reached our 11th month

Happy 11th month, Dev!

Thank you for:
  • Making me feel loved
  • Doing silly things to make me laugh
  • Staring me dead in the eyes to make me smile
  • Always make me feel right
  • Making me feel wrong and leaving a lot to learn
  • Telling things that every girl would love to hear
  • Showing new things in such a rocking way
  • Calling me your wife
  • All the pain you've helped me to bear
  • All the sweet times you've let me in
  • All the rides
  • All the sleepless nights
  • All the hard nights you've spent thinking to relieve my pain

  • All the mornings
  • Cheering me up in such a funny way
  • Giving a lot to memorize
  • Making me strong enough to walk through everything
  • Holding my hand when i'm scared
  • ...being a lot like me =)
  • Getting along with all my life.
Thank you, you make this all worth the fighting, the waiting, and the price i pay is worth the memories

Sorry for:
  • The times i turned my back on you
  • The mess i made that let you down
  • Words i haven't said to you
  • Things i've done to you
  • Things i haven't done to you
  • All the wrongs i made
  • The hells i've put you through
  • The song i haven't sung to you yet
  • Being imperfect for every situation
  • Making some situations harder for you
  • The pain i made
  • The things i shouldn't say to you
  • The time you spent trying to be a better man
  • All the times you spent driving me home
  • Not being there when you need me mostly
  • ...making you feel bad when i should've been your mood-maker
  • Sorry for doing things i shouldn't do

Awet ya Devo! Me love u!!! <3

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Reasons why i'm staying for you


1. Because i can't let go what we've shared together

2. Because everyday will be different without you, no text, no phone call, no smile

3. Because forgetting you is something i never learned to do

4. You're like my favorite hours in 24 hours.

5. Because you're making me feel like i was born to be perfect for someone

6. Because you're where i've set my life living in

7. Because it hurts thinking to go through days without you anymore

8. Because my sisters love you and wish they had a brother like you

9. Because you're the one who keeps me up at night and wakes me up in the morning

10. Because i can't seem to think about anything else beside you

11. At least, remember me, don't forget my presence.... and stay...........

Am i asking so much from you? Remember me and stay

dear, Devara Putra Aryasta
4th July 09 - Future

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Happy 4 months :)

Happy 4th month, Devara Putra.
Thanks for this cute months, yet i feel stressed sometimes
Sorry for every little mistakes i did to you
And help me to make things right.

"I'd be happy to see us growin up together just like our first days and on the same track"


With much love,
Janet Abigail

Friday, October 2, 2009

What If….. (expecting a happy 3rd months)

Dear, a bald guy over there.

What if you can live forever? Will you still know how to thank God for life?

What if you will die tomorrow? Will you kill yourself this moment?

What if i will leave you sooner than tomorrow? Do you still believe in love?

What if you find that you are unloved? Can you still smile?

What if it hurts to see someone you love most hanging with a better person? Can you still hold on?

What if you are nothing to fight for? Will you still try to survive?

“What if I won’t let you go? Will you still hold me back and keep whispering the same thing?”
- Yeah! now please call me and tell me that thing. Again.

What if you are the mistake? Can you still admit?

What if I can’t take it anymore? What’d you do to make me strong?

What if I go somewhere, where you can’t reach me? Do you want to bring me down or take me to a higher place?

Then what if we are going wrong? Will you say “I promise.. oh please, don’t say like that”?

What you would do if I feel I’m much annoying and have to take another way to go?

Will you cry for me?

What if I run away from you, while you keep runnin to catch me? Will you hope yourself to die? Or just crossing another way to live without me?

What if I’m gone, will you remember me? Do you still feel how much I’ve loved you?
Or won’t you try to bring me back?

Will you still see me right next to you even when you are blinded with new comers?

What if you just don’t love me like what you’ve always said? Will you lie? Or just let me know how pain hurts? Or will you swear like “I swear I’ve just realized that I really love you. I’m not lying. Oh sweet, please stay here with me”?

What if this world is going to end? As soon as you blink for just a wink………
Will you try to find me even just to reach the door or make a phone call?
Even better, will you remember to say “I Love You” just for the last one
While all you mean to say is just “Goodbye World”
Will you stay awake for me….. *a big smile*


Comment:
This questions abandon all my hope but I know I still can get along with that. It’s gettin closer to my 3rd months, and I just want to say thanks for anybody who’s helped me. Hereby, I wanna say Happy fuckin I miss you, Dev =P Well, honestly, I don’t know how here this kinda thing came out from my brain, combined with my heart, and the blood keep rushing through and tip tap tip tap…my finger tip has just made that more simple, than it was (before filtered from the brain). You guys are sweet. I mean you “guys”, who don’t fake their-selves infront of me. Yeah, the ones who keep telling me to be tough, stronger and keep holding on. The ones who keep telling me “You guys both are such a perfect couple” LALALA idk what else’s on. Just wanna inform you, 4 Oct is Sunday. Sure it’ll be sunny for me and my sunshine lol. Thanks for reading. If you like this post. Give reaction! Or you can mention me at Twitter. See you. Have a chill nite.

For you guys, who haven't felt something like this. shut your mouth, tiiiight!


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Sunday, September 27, 2009

xxxxxx

Aku berharap untuk ngeliat kamu kayak dulu

Aku pengen bisa ketawa bareng lagi

Aku pengen bisa lupain semua masalah ini

Aku pengen bisa liat kamu berubah kayak apa yang dulu kamu bilang

Monday, September 14, 2009

FYI, I miss you.

hey cute guy. how's it goin? haha kangen deh dev sama lo. gak ketemu nyaris 2 minggu..well that's okay as long as ur okay and ur having fun, i dnt mind to lose u for a while,i mean to give u some space. tp parah gue kgn bgt,udh libur malah suntuk aja cabut dr rumah gk ada lo. lo main apa aja dev sm tmn2? seru? ah it's not that fun spending my time without you. gue kangen sama lo. kepikiran fufufu. see u soon dev :s muahhhh inget gue yaa

Saturday, September 5, 2009

4 September 09

- Happy 2nd months Devara:’)

- Say hello to Beo Allbase ;}

- a cute day with my hubby Devara and a fuckin crazy day with both my best, Tasha and Andra

Gue sekolah seperti biasa, puasa juga jalan. HMMM abis itu gue jemput adek gue kesekolahnya haha sambil belajar lohhh, bawa tas sekolah sama bawa buku latian :D:D:D brzzzt gue abis itu ngedrop adek-adek gue sama mbak gue ke rumah, huohhh langsung capcus ke….Penabur. jemput si Tasha, eeeh taunya ada si Jessica yaudah dia minta ikut, ye dah barenggg! Ke ohlala dari jam 3, bayangin sepi benerrrrr. Abis itu gue kan main main sama ngobrol yaudew, nunggu si Devara kan yaya, dia abis try out getho deh, huahah pas gue tlfon katanya udah on d way, OKAY! Di ohlala ngablak aja deej, pas liat ada motor lewat taunya Devara sama Andra wessss brother Marhaban!! Yaudah, gue, Jessica, Tasha, sama Devara dan Andra, duduk cerita ketawa dan lain lain yeahhh! Abis itu gue…..kasih deh hand made gue ke deva :d huehehe 4photocards, 1 buku, 1 anniversary card hehe sama gue kasih denger apa yeahhh rekaman suara gua hahh. Oki benerrrr, abis itu kan sampe sore ngobrol ngobrol gituuuu tapi jam stgh 6 deva sama andra balik ke rumah nya deva dulu buat buka puasa, nah gue bertiga kan Jessica tasha gue, yeh ngemper deh curcol gitu huahahah. Sampe mereka berdua balik, yaudah lanjut lagi ngobrol sampe jebol, ngakak ngakak sampe melarat sama bangkumis bang koki dan siapa lagi dah kaga tau gue. Kita ngobrol ngobrol sambil shisha ketawa ketiwi, mana nggak dewasa benerrr ye ngerusak meja huahah abis arangnya sampe jatoh jatoh gitu kan jadinya yaa secara meja kayu....... JEDER!!!


Jessica di samperin sama temennya dulu juga, si Iqbal sama temennya kaga tau siapa, gue Devara Andra sama Tasha ya cicicuit, Jessica ada urusan bentar di meja sebelah huehehe. Sampe akhirnya Iqbal dkk balik, Jessica balik jb sama kitaaa, yaudah ngobrol ngobrol lagi sampe seruseruan juga sama org2 ohlala, OKE gila. tiba-tiba bokapnya jessica dateeeeng!!! YADOH DAMN IT! huahau pokoknya gitu deh hari jumat kemaren seru bangetttt, abis Jessica pulang, gue sama Andra Tasha Devara lanjut ngobrol ke BEO huahau Belakang Ohlala, uyeaaaah our new base :}}}} kita ngobrol2 ketawa nyanyi takut2an ah semuanya. pokonya gituuuu deeeh privacy huehuehe

Thursday, August 13, 2009

D♡

Devara
dev, i love youuuuuu ya ay
ahahah as long as i could
i will tell you this thing over and over
you're my all

Java Rocking Land 2009 <33

Places: PIM, Busway, Ancol: Kopi Duk, Stages, Maya's house, MCD.

People involved: Me&Devara, Tasha&Anggo, Maya, Andra, Randy, Farah&Sultan a bit, Tristan.

Day: Saturday, 8th of August 2009.


The story begins......

gue jam 12an ke rumah Maya, disana gue nungguin Tasha juga. Ets enggak deng jam 10. abis Tasha dateng, yaudah Tasha sama Maya makan sebentar mau ngehemat duit katanya bzzzt gue aja masih kenyang nyiet, yaudah gue bilang ntar aja gue makan pas di kansup. abis itu Maya harus ngambil tiket ke sekbil, okay akhirnya ke sekbil ke jalan Kucica kalo gak salah, 200ribu paid, buat Tristan. Akhirnya kita bertiga ke pim dan sampai dengan selamat tidak kurang apapun. Di pim, kita langsung ke kansup, karena gue juga udah laper. Kita ke bawah daaaan, menunggu Devara dan Andra, serta Farah yang harus les dulu ye biasa anak rajin. Gue makan siang dengan 1 pisang goreng meses keju abis itu sama Moccacino, manztapppp! Dan ternyata gue udah kenyang. Devara sama Andra dateng dan kita talk-talk gitu lah, menunggu Maya dan Tasha yang beli sesuatu dan jemput Tristan ke lantai atas. Sampe Farah dateng, ya gue nemenin dia ketemu Sultan di Pintu 5, Farah juga mau kasih hadiah ulang tahun gitu buat Sultan, JREEEET gue jalan sama Farah dan ketemu Sultan, Farah kasih hadiahnya dzingggggg ada si Aga juga. Yedeh mesra benerrrr ye si Farsul. eits abis tu di tembak deeeh si Farah haha jadian deh depan mata, tapi gak lepas dari jasa gue lojjjjj huahaua. Selamat ye awet. Yep lanjut mang. Abis itu kita ke skywalk PIM 2, untuk nyari busway, gue Devara Maya Andra dan Tasha. Farahnya tuh ikut mobil Febi bareng Sultan. Devara nya norak gitu ya lucu deh pokoknya, sementara yang cewe-cewe udah kepanasan, itu sekitar jam 3, Andranya.....kalem pasrah menyendiri huakakak.

DI BUSWAY.
Destination: Ancol
--> Harmoni Senen Ancol

Kita ngikutin rute yang ada, dari dempet-dempetan ngantri sampe nggak bisa nafas, sampe capek berdiri di dalem bis yang pontang panting gitu, wasweswos seru ye. sampe di Ancol itu jam 5an, kita bayar masuk Ancol dan mencari taxi tanpa argo hueee jadi ke bajaj gitu deh nego, asoy 6 orang 1 taxi 30 ribu, lumayaaan. Yep dan nasib Devara apes banget ternyata, dia mesti mangku gue HAHAHA berat ya sayang.... Yaudah ah kita berenti di Pizza Hut untuk ketemu Farah sebentar, ternyata dia lagi menyantap mamaman yaaaa. yaudah ah itu udah maghrib yudah ngopi lagi deh di sampingnya kan Kopi Duk, kopi yang ke-3x. OKAY. Gue Devara Maya Tasha Andra sama Tristan. Dari situ kita jalan melewati Le Bridge AW dll sampai ke.... Segarra!!! WAH jauh banget ya ternyata, gue sampe capek!!!! Mana ketemu orang lama ye kan muka nya ngajak berantem gethoooo huahaha cape dej jaman sekarang boook, gue juga bisa nyentil lu kale. Yeah abis gue jalan, beriring-iringan sama Devara, Maya sama Andra juga tuh..................... whoops stop bergosip deh ah ssssssssh. Oh iya, si Anggo sama Randy udah nungguin di gate nya gitu deh cacian nungguin lama. Sampe di gate pertama, kita semua ngantri, kan masyarakat yang baik...... Abis ngantri, harus ngelewatin keamanan, di periksa periksa gitu deh barang bawaannya, terus ngantri lagi nunjukin tiket, sampe akhirnya masuk ke tempat pen-scan-an barcode tiket!!! AKHIRNYA........ yaudah ah masuk deh abis itu yang tainya kenapa di depan depan mesti ada BADUT! ntah badut sirkus ato badut make up apa lahhhh gak suka gue.. EZMOZI. lanjut bang, sampe di dalem gak tau deh apa yang lagi main, sampe Siksa Kubur datang menyiksa meramaikan suasana, rawrrrrrrrrrr, gue sama Maya nyusup ke dalem, Maya nantangin moshing masak hahaha Devara sama Andra aja diem doang yeee. Tasha Anggo udah gaktau kemana, ketemu Randy tos-tosan dulu dia sama temennya. Tristan cengo dan Farah belom keliatan bibirnya.

JEDER

WE WAITED FOR SECONDHAND SERENADE!!!!


JRENGJRENGJRENG DUNG TAK, kedengeran deh CHECK SOUND di stage yang bakal Secondhand pake

gue Devara Maya Andra cari tempat PW buat duduk untuk nantinya berdiri dan mengumandangkan suara IYEAHHHH. Sampe akhirnya ternyata dia dateng dan mengundang guests buat teriak WOHOOOOO WOWWWWW YEAAAAH JOOOOOHN apalah semuanya ngeboom boom banget sampe semriwing kuping gue. Lagu pertama yang dia bawain.... YOUR CALL, begitu gitarnya masuk langsung deh WHOAAAAAAA!!!! pada gak sante nafsu banget liat nya, ada di samping gue suaranya pecah banget ya cowo parah sumbang banget tai teriak teriak di kuping huahauah. Secondhand ngebawain berapa lagu yaaa lupa, Awake::: pas itu kan kan kan Devara meluk gue hahaha ughh i lop yu ay, Like A Knife, Stranger, Vulnerable, Stay Close Don't Go, Fall For You, Coldplay - Fix You, new song, sama apa lagi gue lupa deh. Gue ngeliat ke samping mukanya pada ceming nikmatin, kalo nggak pada di peluk gitu sama pacarnya huahah eh pas di situ mulai ke belakang belakang Andra ke belakang, capek katanya, sebenernya gue juga capek nggak bisa nafas, tapi yah kapan lagi Secondhand Serenade sama Deva kan....... mana Deva nya bete lagi hahhh yaudah gakpapa lagi dapet kali dia. Nah sampe akhirnya itu selesai gue udah capek dan kita bertiga keluar dari kerumunan yang rame nya astajim sampe belakang, gue duduk duduk lah semuanya rame rame sama Tasha Anggo gitu -gitu Randy juga. Devara mau beli minum, cari minum yaudah gue temenin, jalan jalan hand in hand, muter dan yepppp Devara emosi pas cara beli nya lama banget.......... pesen dapet bon bayar ke kasir yang auk dimana balik lagi ngambil pesenan, halahhh apa banget dah. Yaudah dapet Orange squash kan. Balik lagi ke tempat Anggo Tasha Randy Maya dll. Farah juga udah sama kita. Kita ngobrol ngobrol dan udah pada minta ijin nginep, gue mah belom, hahaha gue sempet kesel gue gak boleh nginep yaudah gue mohon mohon aja nginep rumah Maya, dan thanks DAD, boleeeeeh. Kita semua ngerundingin mau ngapain lagi, gue udah ngantuk sampe mau bobo sambil duduk, sementara yang lain ke laperan. Akhirnya sekitar jam 12an ya kurang lebih, kita keluar dari area itu, berunding mau kemana sampe akhirnya kita JALAN JAUH ke Pizza Hut yang ternyata tutup shitttt, untungnya Kopi Duk masih buka, gue ngantuuuuuk banget, mereka ada yang pesen muffin lah apa lah sementara gue??????

Devara nyekokin gue Espresso......................................... WOW "manis" banget

Begitu baru dateng kan masih panas, ake di itung sama Devara suruh minum, udah bau tanah, makin ogah lah gue. Yaudah gue minum sekali, DAMN pait bangeeeet huaaaa T.T mau muntah gue udah kea puyer tuh, dipaksa lagi dengan gayanya yang sok bete anjrot gitu, yaudah gue...GLEKGLEKGLEK sampe abis, sampe gak bisa ngomong muka gue mengkeret, hah ancur deh sampe mau muntah beneran diujung trachea deh......... gue nyolong aja creamer nya Andra huahaah. Akhirnya setelah berapa menit gue di kasih minum yang manis juga deh makaaaasih. Kita keluar karena papanya Maya juga udah jemput, Randy sama Anggo balik ke rumah Randy dulu buat nampang dan abis itu cabut ke rumah Maya, gue Devara Maya Tasha Andra Farah naik mobil Maya dianterinnnn. Si Andra di turunin di Tanah Kusir ngakakak. Sementara di mobil suasananya juga udah panas gitu babenya Maya kea ga sreg ada cowo nginep rumah Maya, gue mah bodo amet toh babenya Maya kankan gue mah Devara nya aja ya huahauahua ampun ego banget. Yaudah sampe rumah Maya akhirnya mendapat izin juga. Di atas ada ruang komputer yang di kasih kasur lipat dan di sampingnya kamar Agis....... tiba-tiba........Anggo sama Randy dateng tanpa sepengetahuan mommy dan daddy nya Maya hauhau gue juga kaget banget

NIGHT TIME, my favorite part......
Kita semua main, online ngobrol putu putu ah semuanya deh. Sampe akhirnya Farah tepar duluan, abis itu Maya, dan Randy juga haha, Tasha sama Anggo mereka di teras ngeliatin bintang sama bulan, sementara gue sama Devara......... ngobrol berbagi rasa ye Dev akakaka, abis itu gue sama Deva ngintipin Tasha sama Anggo yang udah keak artis bollywood getho, terus moto-motoin yang pada molor. yaudah abis itu main bareng ya Dev kita huahaua. pokoknya seru, sampe ujungnya gue dan Devara tidak tidur dan malah mengganggu orang orang. wkwkwk. begitu udah agak terang, Tasha gue Devara sama Anggo main truth or dare, abis itu gue yang kena selama 2x puteran dan selesai, gue dikerjain!!!! hah sialan banget mereka. yaudah ah gue molor aje, baru mau molor, mereka terbangun dan ngobrol, yeh joinan ngobrol deh gue sampe akhirnya mommynya Maya masuk hauahua, beliau bingung dan nanya "looh kok kamu bisa disini? kan kamu tadi malem nggak ada" wuakakaka mampus untung aja gue kaga tau pas mereka masuk. hauahua gue gaktau deh kelanjutan itu gimana, cengar cengir aja kayak nya si om tante. pas gue mulai bobo, yepppp mereka mulai deh bangunin gue selimut diambilin abis itu dikatain hahhhh pada ngomongin gituuu kan hauhaua...... terus ada yang buka selimut gue dan narik kedua kaki gue serasa gerobakkkk banget deh reseeee. Begitu udah siap semua, kita pada pamit sama om tante dan Maya buat cabut ke MCD, biasaaa, breakfast. gue Tasha Devara Anggo Randy Farah. kita tancep naik taxi ke MCD sekbil, dan paling ngeselin pas mau pesen itu ada yang sok gak mau makan katanya duitnye tinggal dikit hah tai banget, giliran gue aja, maksa nya ampe murka ametttt, yaudah gue paksa mamam dan akhirnya deal........... kita makan dan ngobrol sebentarrrrrrr sampe akhirnya Devara Randy Anggo mesti cabut, gue betiga sama Farah Tasha di MCD sampe siang. padahal sebenernya gue gak rela Deva pulang gitu ahahha, Tasha juga gak rela Anggo pulang, eeeeh pas siang nya si Sultan dateng nemuin Farah hauhauaa. ah udah ah segini aja


Special Thanks:
papanya Maya, Maya dan semua yang berpartisipasi :')
Thank you ya Deva buat hari ituuuu <3333

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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Saturday
Places: senayan city, ohlala, rumah deva

Dimulai dari pagi, gue sama adek gue ye, kita mau pergi berdua, gak berdua juga sihhh kedoknya gue jalan sama dia, nemenin si joan sama temen-temennya, padahallll…… huee sama temen-temenya sih bener, but, a boy came there, invited, okay then my doggy, devara –‘

Siang-siang, gue sama Joan mamam di MCD sekbil, nungguin Liza sama Sarah, temennya Joan. Begitu mereka dateng, we caught a taxi and went on our way to senayan city, the kids bought three Hawy Potter tickets, abis itu kita ke Mr. Puff ;] mereka ngemil. Gue nungguin si Depara, ada kak Callista juga yeah kenalan dah azik. We talked for a while, after those kids left us somewhere I didn’t know, and kak Callista went to a book store to find her need. Gue sama Deva keliling deh kea orang oon bentaaar, abis itu ujungnya BELI TIKET NYA Joanna dkk, yang nggak jadi dipake haha sayang bangetttt kan. Gue beli deh jadi @24000/ticket. Gue sama deva beli 2. Yep masuk deh ke studio, nontoooon. Dan bener aja ternyata ngecewain bangettt hahhh, yaudah deh abis nonton kita balik, gue nemenin deva naik motor, sementara Joan Liza Sarah naik taxi. Gue sama Deva ke rumah nya deva bentar buat numpang minummm and nyusul balik ke ohlala, wow ga ada kerjaan abisss nyet ngahahaha. Sampe disana ya kita order dan ketawa ketawa, untung aja pacar gue yg sekarang ngga pernah ada problem kalo sm tmn2 ato adek gue, gak kea………… ehem. Temen temennya joan pulang duluan, gue deva sama joan sampe jam stgh 11 gitu deh pokoknye gue dijemput di rumah maya wkwkwk ngaku nya spent time di rmh mayaaa nyietttt. Udah ah capekkk ngetik gue

FREE DAY FRIDAY

Another meeting with Social Teacher, so sial teacher. Another meeting with Physics Training Teacher. Pagi-pagi Jum’at sehat di sekolah, osis and 19.08 fufuf capek gila asu. Abis itu gue ngegosip aja deh sama Dara Farah Sarah, wufff seru banget sampe tiba-tiba JEDENG!!! Yah sambung lagi dah pas istirahat, gue Dara Nabila Lana, udaaah deh, nampol lagi ngakak abisss. SHUT UP WITCH. Gue ngelanjutin pelajaran, olah rawga. Weswaswos ternyata mesti 15menit non-stop lari, gue udah pesimis gitu, yahhh yahhh yahhh soalnya paling ga bisa nafas men kalo gua disuruh non-stop, kalo sprint yaa bisa kale. Akhirnya gue lari 15menit, non-stop, dan gue malah dpt the best endurance ;pp yep gak berenti buoy. Terus di tambah lagi Circuit Running, lari sit up 10x lari push up 10x lari scout jump 10x lompat kodok, whoopzzzz, gay akin sih bisa ngalahin waktu Nadia, eits taunya 47 detik juga disabettt, 4---7. 4 July dong aaahahah. Shitty dah. TAPI sayang nya gue mesti mengorbankan kaki gue, kaki gue berdarahhh oke ya luka nya kecil, tp ngeliat darahnya aja gue gak sanggup berdiri cuy, lemes wkwk, ke tpt wudhu terus cuci kaki sama Farce. Nyiet nangis gue, mana pake teriak-teriak asulah norak, tp sakitttt cuy -_- jalan pincang pincang aneh, mesti kumpul buat rapat lagi bok.yaudahh deh udah di pakein kasa kaki gue……….. Selesai berbincangbincang

Gue naik public transport sendiri!!! Untuk pertama kali ya, parah seneng banget gue haha pada ke pim ke bday bash Gusdi, yaudin tinggal gue sendiri yg blm dtg, gue susul deh. Selesai makan di Hanamasa………setelah gue selesai membabat bermacammacam rasa dan makanan dengan 2 gelas cappuccino 1 gelas jus jeruk, gue ke kansup bareng Farah-II………….dia mau ngilangin enek katanya abis dia makan daging mentah huahauha!! EEEEEH INI BAGIAN PALING SIALAN!!!!! NGOCOL FARAH-II NGOCOL!

Gue udah sampe ke lantai bawah buat turun ke basement heading to kansup, terus lagi ada acarnya BRI. Gue sih tenang tenang aja sampe tiba-tiba Farah-II bilang

:: Net…. Lo ngga takut?

Belum sempet ngejawab, sip gue lompat hap lari berteriak with a bit sigh dan lagi-lagi mengeluarkan air mata ------“ KENAPA? BADUT. Badut pantomim. Malu gue stuck di SOGO,pas gue ngintip ngintip eeeh tuh badut tau gue takut malah makin nakutin gue dengan pasang muka muka aneh kumis hitler dan kulit putih yang udah kayak hantu itu, SHOCK. Parah shock gue. Untuk melewati abang badut, jadilah gue naik ke lt 2 terus turun lagi deh, yg penting kaga lewat tengah. Ga peduli dah mau si abang2 sales ketawa bodo amat!! Pas mau turun ketemu Adji Angky dkk, yaudah barengan ke kansup dah. Disana Cuma ngemil ngemil abis itu gue balik sama Ayu, ke bintaro abis itu ke….. mcd sekbil deh katanya si Devara sih disuruh cepeeet gitu ga pake lama, eh reseknya betenya gue sama ayu terdampar disana, nunggu ayu dijemput nunggu deva dateng, dan kak destri lah yang dateng, yaudah nyalain laptop aja deh wifian gue sama kadestri biasa lah gossip! Terus….nunggu bang Irene lagi yeh, ahaha oki kak Irene dateng dan surpriseee ada Deva gitu kaget dia, kangen banget kayaknya tuh kakaade ampun. Rebek bangett, gue juga nunggu marsha Karen pula, maya juga, eh gak deng maya dateng dan TERJADI perang es kreymmm, maya sihhh ah rese. Deva sama kak Irene juga malah kejar-kejaran woof india beuddd ahaha. Ngemeng ngemeng bentarrr………abis itu nongkrong jalan ke ohlala, Deva naik motor, gue takut naik motor, yudah kak Irene sama Deva. Gue sama Maya naik taxi, kak Destri and friends stay di MCD. Di ohlala apa serunya ya, ehhhm putu putu sama ngobrol nya, ah semuanya deh pokoknya lupa sama masalah, pada ngehayal semuanya, yaudah deh sama jam stgh 10 aja ngobrol kea org oon, laughing and talkin, kak Irene balik duluan……… then….gue jalan ke rumah maya. Berdua. Deva naik motorrr goin home

Friday, July 17, 2009

4th July: Devara

4th July? Hari nya USA? AWCH. Yes it’s true. 4? Angka Sial? Buat gue engga. Gue baru sempet ngepost ini sekarang. Bahkan waktu gue putus pun belom gue post hah udah ah udah lewat ini.
4th July, waktu gue di Malaysia, sama tuh orang di Bali. Kita jadian………….. HAHAHA gak disangka banget, parah. Gue juga nggak ngarapin untuk segitunya. Well, thank God kalo emang jadinya kayak gitu. Namanya siapa yaaa. Namanya si si anjing gue lupa. IYEAH gak lah namanya Devara.

Parah ah baru awal awal gitu banyak banget masalah sama tanggungan mental yang mesti gue hadapin. Gue rasa dia juga kea gitu, mungkin sakit kali ye rasanya denger hal hal negatif tentang diri sendiri. Gue juga tau dan pernah ngalamin. Gue denger banyak hal hal yang naujubileh sakitttt abis, kalo boleh jujur banyak hal dan pikiran negative yang masuk ke gue, bukan tentang dianya sih, lebih ke alesan traumatis, gue takut hal hal yang gue denger malah kejadian juga ke gue. Dan itu bervariasi nyet, emang hebat banget otak gue sampe bisa mikirin hal hal yang bervariasi secara berurutan. UDAH, itu aja yang gue rasain.

TAKUT.

Kalo emang “lo” mau tau, itu aja yang gue rasain. Gue mumet banget, ga bisa kebayang mau jadi apa gue sampe hal hal dulu (yang nyakitiiiin banget ngiris ngiris najis parah, ampun deh gue mikirnya aja kadang sesek sendiri) kejadian lagi. Gue berharap sih, yang ini bakal baik baik aja, gue udah senennnng banget dan ga ada kata males ngejalanin nya biarpun tetep ada yang matahin semangat gue enjiehhhh. Sampe sekarang, emang gue yakin, tapi selalu ada takutnya. SELALU, gue gakpernah bisa luput… HOPING FOR A GOOD STORY

Deva!!! Makasih ya buat semuanya, maaf kalo mungkin gue banyak salah sama lo, padahal juga baru awal awal ahaha. Maaf kalo banyak yang ga lo suka dari gue. Maaf kalo gue jarang nemenin lo juga. Asu banyak banget nih maaf-maafnya,gakbisa sebutin. Makasih lo udah baik banget, udah mau meratiin gue….. udah buat gue ketawa mulu, biar gue nggak tau sebenernya apa yang lo rasain. Yaudah deh semoga lo seneng. Bye. Hmmmmm loveyou.