how can i?

How does it feel when you realize that, you can't have that person you're in love with?

How does it feel knowing that your relationship will fail?

How does it feel knowing that your relationship lasts shorter than forever?

How does it feel pretending to be okay when everything you have inside is breaking?

How does it feel when you fail on trying to forget what you have heard?

How does it feel when you know for sure, sooner or later it's over?

How do you feel?

How do you feel when you know exactly something bad is going to happen to you and, no one can help you?

How do you feel if you are in my shoes, right now?

How do you feel when thoes memories cross your mind over and over while what you're trying to succeed doing is forgetting everything?

And...

Does it break your heart?

Does it just crack a little?

Do you fear.... losing someone?

Do you just believe that life is always good?

How do you feel if you know that he/she would give up on you?

Are you still looking forward for a happy ending? Will you quit?

Are you okay with it?

You know a BIG wall is standing tall and strong between you and him and there's no way to be together without breaking the wall. What's it in your mind right now?

Because, i don't feel really good right now

Something hit my head and i'm like being over-reacting now

All i ever wanted was to be completely yours...

sincerely,

yours.