The High-school peepo Dilemma!

This topic is not interesting, i see. Come on, give love a break.. Gon post something about that science and social thingy..

Anak IPA

-Nalar tingkat tinggi

-Tangguh Di Lapangan

-Punya Bakat yang anak IPS ga punya

Anak IPS

-Logika tinggi

-Tangguh di belakang layar

-Punya bakat yang anak IPA ga punya

Hari ini gue tersinggung, karena orang2 yang seharusnya support gue untuk menjadi anak IPS (nantinya) malah buat gue ga yakin sama pilihan gue dgn bilang, lapangan pekerjaan untuk IPS itu KECIL.

Perspektif gue, anak IPS bkan buangan anak IPA. Tiap orang punya tujuan nya, Tuhan juga punya tempat buat lo. Kalo ga keterima IPA, trs lu masuk IPS? Ya brati Tuhan punya rencana kenapa lu masuk IPS. Bisa aja lo jd ekonom TAJIR?!! Jd jgn di blg buangan. Itu jalan dr Tuhan.

Gue tersinggung bgt jujur aja hahaha. Gue mau masuk IPS, pgn di support tp beberapa oknum malah....hhhh udah2 males tulis nya. Gue pgn ambil ekonomi pembangunan, bisa kerja di B.I ato yaa kalo ga bisa gapapa, gua ambil fashion design. Yang penting halal kaan?

Gue manusia. Gue bermimpi. Silahkan ketawain mimpi gue. Gapapa haha namanya orang mimpi ya sama aja kaya orang ngigo. Asal aje.

Fondasi: mimpi

Bata: langkah2

Genteng: puncak dari segala usaha

Lapangan pekerjaan IPS kecil? Nggak juga kalo mau pindah ke IPS, ya ikut kelas IPC deehh. Biar susah, segala sesuatu yang di usaha kan pasti ada HASIL kan? :):) gausah takut lagi. Take the risks!!! The passion is in the risk. Gue juga ga tau sih gedenya ntar jadi apa, sukses ato nggak, tapi gue gantungin cita2 gue di bintang yang menurut gue tinggi. ya kalo kepeleset jatoh2 ke awan ke 5 lah gak ke bumi. Ibarat nya gitu.

Kata orang mimpi ketinggian ga baik. Tapi kalo kata gua, semua jadi lebih indah kalo visi dan vision lo plus imajinasi lo ikut main. Kaya arsitek gambar sketsa. Kalo ga ada imajinasi, bangunan2 aneh yang bentuknya lucu ato bangunan2 sophisticated ga bakal ada hehehe.

Yang penting dua.

Doa

Usaha

Dan 1 lagi, beramal. Coba deh saling doain, doain saling sukses gitu :)

Jangan saling jatohin ya ga ya ga.

SEMANGAT!!!!!!!

RIP ARSYA PRATAMA :"(

Arsya Pratama

My dear brother

Our dear friend

Rest In Peace

13 January 1997 - 12 February 2011

Semangat mu kan menjadi panutan

Senyum manismu kan menghiasi bibir kami

Doa kami kan menjadi pengiring mu

Rindu kami kan terus membuai mu

Arsya Pratama

Gue ga punya banyak kesempatan buat lebih kenal lo

Lebih dari temen belajar di kos-an Dika

Penyemangat kaderisasi

Dan si riang yang tak lupa menyapa

Lorong sekolah kan terasa kurang tanpa jejak kaki mu

Angkatan kami kan terasa tak seimbang tanpa topangan semangat mu

Arsya Pratama

Tidur yang tenang ya

Ipat udah buat lagu untuk lo. Lagunya enak

Temen2 udah lurusin gosip2 tentang kepergian lo.

Jangan ragu buat pulang sya.

Pulang ke Sana.

Di sini kami bakal baik2 saja

Asal lo janji, sampai pada saatnya kita semua bertemu

Jangan lupa menyapa dan melepas rindu

Biarpun gue bkn sahabat lo, tapi kita 1 angkatan, 1 keluarga dan memang menghabiskan 5 hari dalam 1 minggu di lingkungan yang sama.

Selamat jalan, Arsya

Kibarkan semangat pecinta alam mu di Surga sana

8 2013 have already missed you :'(

Waiting is good

Hello everybody!! long time no see........ omg kesibukan di sekolah bener2 gokil bgt. Skrg gue kembali dengan segelintir cerita. This place is too public, so guess i'm gonna write just.... some.

Here it goes. I'm gonna try to tell you tales about a str

ange... deep... calm... yet so emotional that gives you goose bump when you're jealous, that gives you butterfly when you're flying and gives you so much things to say.

Kenapa disini namanya serious cases? Coba lo dengerin lagunya Box Car Racer - There Is

When you're sad and fantasizing to commit a suicide. There's ALWAYS someone else is feeling what you're feeling. When you're thinking why life is being so cruel, there's always someone else thinking about it. So, don't worry, you are not alone :)

"That there's someone out there who feels just like me. There is"

First case.

Have you ever been in a serious dilemma? When you gotta pick one between two options? And what makes it really hard is you don't know what you want, you don't know what you need.

Coba dikondisikan sama rekayasa ini ya:

There is someone who loves you SO much, he has been waiting for almost a year, trying to make you his/hers, has been putting so much effort in making you happy, tho sometimes it fails, but it never makes you SICK, never makes you disgusted. And somehow you can't ignore his presence, when one day you gotta hear what your heart is saying and believe in that you care, and you feel the same.... What is that feeling? There's no commitment between the two of you, but to see that person far fucking kills you. What is that feeling? Like the ripest apple hanging on the tree, in thirst of freshness, you would do everything to have just one bite... i know.

On the other side, there's someone who has been loving

you all the time, never stops making your days count, never stops covering you through every rain, never makes you feel like a loner. There is someone who has always been thinking of you too. Who never gets sick of your bullshit, of your ugliness, of your fakeness, of your MISTAKES. Who tell you bad things, you wish you could change. What is that feeling? You wish that you could read minds, find an answer, and make a perfect timing to claim what you have always wanted. The moment when you want to speak b

ut your mind holds your tongue.

My mom always say "As a girl, you need to choose the one who loves you more, who fights for you." And i always believe "If i were a boy, i would fight for a girl who's worth fighting for. And it's never too long to WAIT for someone i'm dying for"

My mom's right. I need to tell you guys, that my mom's right, just like a typical mother, she has taught me things. You don't need to rush. All you need is patience, love will find you. All the things about happy marriage, your big dream about having a successful husband/wife, or for those who wait impatiently, hopelessly, desperatel

y for a boyfriend/girlfriend.

There's no use to get yourself in such a deep confusion. Remember this quote:

GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT

Yeah! Consider this as a temptation. Take the risks to fall, because someone....might have been waiting to catch you :):):) if you don't wait, something could go wrong. Life is not a fast food restaurant. It doesn't always come out when you order, live healthily, eat well-done foods. When you wait, you will lose all the possibilities to stick with the wrong person.

Because i've ever been there,

The picture above is a bee. It's a bee. and it's a dilemma. And so goodbye. Enough for today. Nite ;)

HELLO

gila lo lama banget gue gak blogging. crita gua udh bnyk bgt cuy. hahahaah termasuk ilham2 tak diundang yg tiba2 masuk ke kepala gua.....

how funny.

• The world turns upside down when my things fall apart

YES! funny how i don't realize that things are gradually changing. and the most idiot thing is when i keep hoping that somehow things will come back to normal. the reason why i hate changes is the fact that i hardly adapt to new things, new people, and new atmosphere.

• Why r you being so sensitive?

And you're being so sensitive lately. did i do something wrong? did i piss you off too bad? cause i feel like a fool, begging you forgiveness without knowing what i did wrong. are you ignoring me? are you avoiding me? then tell me what's up with you dude!?

• Shit happens. Different day. Same shit and another shit.

Tell me you're not enjoying this pain. if it's seeing me in pain that entertains you let me know. why? oh why!? this isn't being hyperbole, this is more like being furious about someone. shit happens and i don't know how to handle my world. i'm losing things, can you imagine?

• Too many lessons. 100Kilos pressure on my back.

Too many things i've to learn. Too many things i've to do. School tasks. managing things. and about you. i put the things i like aside. and made you a priority. you know, i've sacrificed my time to think about you and even your school task. i put my stuffs aside. okay. and the lesson i got from here: don't make someone your priority, you're may be just an option. YES i am. you know what i mean!

Boiling points: 10000 celcius degrees.

camera freak

By: MAYA MARTHA (@maya_martha)

Models: Janet Abigail and Ezra Goldameir

My Motos \m/

I know, we're all living with masks on our face. Hypocrites. And haters.

My motos are taken from: Xtina's Beautiful and BLG's The Great Escape

"I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today"

- Christina Aguilera

"Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

Cause we are finally free tonight"

-Boys Like Girls

Well seriously. I don't really care. Just saying to you people, haters are never gone. But i won't let them stop my step! We all need haters, those who motivate rudely by making gossips of you, or stabbing your back. True friends are there, but we just don't see it. Hell yeah.

She came and said "Hello"

i have changed. yes. i have. but still i had to go through that bad day. Great! a very bad day. all i do is just keeping my eyes on everything so that i don't have to be there again.

Facts:

• I'm just afraid to lose you
• I'm not ready
• I'm really afraid to suffer a loss
• I'm not ok

As we know, love-stories never end! It's always about how it works, how it goes, what's new and what's left behind.

.....how we sit next to each other and fly our mind to the future

.....wondering

.....wishing

.................

.....how i wish that someday we could go to Eiffel tower

.....then making pinky promises

.....sitting at the closest coffee shop

.....telling things we never tell

......................

......all the silly things we've done

.....all the things we laughed about

......all the pain we've left behind

.....all the things that remind us of each other

.....all the memories that will probably last forever

....................

......about how we dream about our future

......about how we talk about something old

.....about how we argue, discuss and share

.....about how this pic means a lot

.................

......and it's goodbye that i really hate the most

.....cause i really need you here

.........

....it's when you say I Love You

....and i reply I love you too.

PS: Problems go away. Don't come back. At least for this. Thanks.

A dead man was looking for her

Model: Janet Abigail

Photographed by MAYA MARTHA

Venue: Maya's room

A post from all teens

Teenagers.

young. self-inquiry. urban nite life. midnight-dawn walk. dance floor. new friend. sexy chicks. hot hunks.

nice car. liquor shots. cigarette burn. money. branded clothes. cool style. popularity. school tasks. college.

teenage-fights

love story

.future.

.and stuffs.

Been hearing all of these for times. Yes. Since then, things written above sound usual. But for some people, some of them are still surprising. And it's weird when a girl is often judged bitchy or naughty because of her sense of style, wearing mini skirts or showing too much skin. And i'm too dead bored listening to all bullshits that old people often say.

It's not fair, when someone gets ignored or excommunicated since they're having not a good behavior, their way of talking and their way of associating is considered wrong or crossing the limit.

::Sementara menurut gue apapun yang kita lakuin, emang keputusan dan suara hati paling keras lah yang menang. Mbak Tika bilang apapun yang kita lakuin itu dipertanggungjawabin sama Yang Di Atas, bukan hukuman dari masyarakat sekitar ato relasi2 terdekat. Senakal apa remaja, sesembrono apa remaja, semena-mena apa remaja, segimana pun mereka....

Gue remaja, gue growing up! Gue cari jati diri gue, yaa bukan bentukan orang tua gue. Mereka punya mau dan mimpi, tapi menurut gue, setiap individu punya minat dan tujuan hidup nya masing-masing. Dan seringkali orang tua (saking lebay sayangnya) ga bisa SADAR dan ga RELA kalo anaknya ternyata udah besar dan butuh space untuk privacy nya. *No offense*. In the end, semuanya bkl ada di tangan kita, apapun yang kita pilih pasti punya resiko sama konsekuensi, tugas para petua.. adalah menasehati, memberi buah pikiran, mendukung dan mendoakan yang terbaik. Bukan memaksa. Masalah future, sukses apa engga, jodoh, seneng apa engga. Who knows. Bedanya, jodoh itu masalah hati yang ditakdirin. Hahaha.. Apapun nantinya gue, gue berharap semua yang terbaik, ini 2010, mungkin di 2020 nanti gue bkl lebih dr ini, atau mungkin masih begini. Ya berdoa aja semuanya bakal lebih asik.

Sekarang, gue bersyukur dengan temen2 gue, lingkungan gue sama hmmm pacar gue hahahaa..

Nilai gue bagus biarpun ada bbrp hal yg blm bs gue capai dan bbrp mslh yg blm gue dpt titik temunya.

Dan semoga semakin gue dewasa, biarpun hidup tambah keras, tp semoga gue makin lihai ngejalaninnya. Ikhlas, tabah dan orang-orang penting ini bakal selalu ada disamping gue. AAAA lega yaudah deh byee

Uncertainty and this world

Well, i hate to post this. Pdhl gw belom smpt ngepost ttg surprise nya dvr.

Uncertainty. Google it yourself, haha ga deng. Ketidakpastian.

It kills you slowly while you're holding on.

It makes you think twice to spend forever loving them

It scares you, all the time.

Ngedenger hal itu, ngebuat gue mikir terus, think over and over. Will this lasts? Will you make it? Will we survive? God! This thought is killing me. High school is getting closer each day, gue takut semuanya berubah...... Berubah jauh dari ini. Gue tau persis yg gue rasain disini, bukan "rasa saat ini" tapi "rasa yang ngga pernah berubah".

If "you" read this, if you want to know, i'm scared of everything. Now. I'm like going blind. I can't see what's ahead and i can't seem to take the risk for more. I'm scared of goodbyes and broken-heart.

This world is cruel.

I have promised you smthg, but for some reason, gue ga bs tepatin. And well, it's not my fault. Jump to another case, let's kill the old time, this is 2010! I'm not a little girl anymore.

This world is cruel.

This post is true.

The truth is...

And i want to hear this, someday:

Vierra - Bersamamu (Covering 4 Dvr's bday)

Video ini direcord tepat hari ini, siang ini.

.9 Juni '10.

Gue udh coba ngupload di FB dr jam 4 sore, berkali-kali tp failed mulu, sampe akhirnya gue beralih ke Blog hehee.. mayan lah:P

Gue dateng siang-siang naik motor ke sektor 4, smntr rumah gue di Serpong Bintaro. Gue sampe masuk angin bray -_- makasih untuk Anisa Destina yang udh ngijinin gue buat ngerekam video di kamarnya, dan Nadia Maulida yang udah mau beberapa kali ngulang take lagu ini.

Video cover ini emg ga perfect dan bagus-bagus banget, tapi yang penting kan niat nya. Suara gue adanya segitu sih wakakaak. Bayangin gue setia online drtd cm buat ngupload ini tepat di tgl 9 Juni 10. Kegagalan yg gue dpt, dr failed, disconnected and so on emg jengkelin bgt. Tp usaha gue ga mungkin stop!

Devara mungkin belom liat semua greetings, semua video dan semua hal-hal yg gue blow up ke dunia maya. Tapi yaa at least, dia bkl tau belakangan, as a surprise. Bsk dia bakal pulang dr Singapore, jam 10 malem +/- sampe disini. I hope everything's fine and i'll see him soon. VERY soon =)

Ok, tgl 9 hampir berakhir, last, happy birthday Devara! Wish u all the best

-Labrador 479

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Because no matter what happens, i'll always be there for you

No matter what lies ahead, i'll stay the same

No matter how old we'd get in time, i'll still love you

No matter how ugly the truth is going to be, i'll always be yours

No matter what people say, i'll still believe in fate

No matter how bad our days are, i'll still be your mood-booster

I'll be 24-hours available

When you need affection and attention

When you need a listener and a crying shoulder

As long as you want me to...

You're older now, and i wish you all the very best

Have a nice ride. Enjoy your life

Treasure each moment you spend with your family, friends and me =)

Night

Old dude Dev

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEV!!!!

Akhirnya, gue udah ngantuk2 nunggu jam 12, sempet juga :D:D

Semoga lo terhibur sama video2 dibawah ya, and i've text u ke hp mama mu.

Good night ya! Love u

Happy Birthday my Devara II

This is another video :P

For you, Devara Putra Aryasta!

Gue ga tau ngontact lo lewat mana :( nelfon ke mama mu ga enak, tp hp km mati. Bbm kak cal juga mati

I hope you'll like this video, pig! I've made 3 videos for you. Hope you'll love it

Happy Birthday my Devara :D

Hey goodnight everybody! I made this video just a moment ago from my sister's blackberry!!

Well, sbnrnya Devara bsk ultah nya 9 Juni!!! Tp yah gapapa lah, dia di spore, gue mau jadi yg "kecepetan" ngucapin hoho. Cepet pulang ya dev, aku kangen sama kamu bgt :-(

I LOVE YOU Dev, 4ever 7o9ether!!!!

The strongest element in the world

Hey everybody! I spent my day in kak iren's house.. with fira riri bebby and kak ami.. What i'm going to write here is not quite different from my older posts.. I talked a lot, i shared a lot about my lovelife with kak ami and return, she shared so much about hers. And i was surprised and i found that we have a lot of similarity.. we're as tough as weak as everything we are. Okay lah let's start.

Gue sama Kak Ami kan curhat2, sementara kak Iren bobo, Fira di dalem futu2 hahaha tulul. So i was there when she told how she fought the pain she never thought she'd get.. Dan ternyata banyak kesamaan yang gue temuin. kita sama-sama pernah rasain sakit dan ga enak nya di boongin, dimana posisinya ga ada yg bisa dilakuin lagi.

You know why i titled this post "The strongest element in the world"?

If you see, the brain takes control of everything inside of our body, even the beat of our heart. When your heart falls in love, then it can be made sure that your brain will lose its authority to take control of your heart..

Otak bisa buat bibir lo boong, tapi otak ga akan pernah bisa buat hati lo berpurapura ato boong.

Org2 bisa maksa lo utk ngelakuin hal yg lo lakuin, mungkin when your argument's weaker and you lose, lo ngelakuin jg ga tulus. Contoh gampang bukan. Sama kayak waktu pilihan lo dlm hal apapun ga disetujui sama orang tua, yg seharusnya mensupport lo dan bisa jd temen. NO OFFENSE ya. something happened to me. yak lanjut, gue cerita banyak sama kak ami gitu kan, and we stated something, quite rash maybe but it sounded true..

When you love someone, truly, you won't be able to hurt them in return even if they have hurt you so badly. AND you'll find it easier to hurt yourself. Yaa seenggaknya ini yg pernah gue rasa

Begitu kuat nya elemen ini sampe kadang hal-hal kecil pun bisa merubah hidup lo.

Segitu kuatnya cinta, sampe bisa ngebuat lo berani ngadepin apa yang ada di dpn buat perjuangin apa yang mau lo pertahanin.

Segitu berartinya cinta, sampe orang2 munafik yang jijik membaca blog gua pun di dalem lubuk hatinya masih bisa bilang "ini bullshit" tp tetep ngerasain hal yang sama hahahaah, let's try.. Ga bkl jauh2 dr sini. God made it so strong! God modified love with some kind of ultra-dynamic-monstrous-feeling.. Awsum!!! Okay2. I can't deny!

And when you fall in love, no matter what people say, no matter what your brain tries to convince you about, no matter what your parents say, no matter how painful the path you choose is, you'll be as strong as how God has made love to fill humanity with everything cheerful, enchanting and wonderful. Love is not useless.

Thank You, Lord. for showing the way to find love

Friends and family, i know you guys have been in love before, and i hopelessly try to ask for SUPPORT, i don't wanna be pressured anymore. Thank you.

(This bride was praying, hoping that everything would be alright and her marriage would last forever. As how every girlfriend wants to have the best things in their lovelife with no one annoys)

Happy 11th Month, Dev

Today's 4th of June and this is the day when we finally reached our 11th month

Happy 11th month, Dev!

Thank you for:

• Making me feel loved
• Doing silly things to make me laugh
• Staring me dead in the eyes to make me smile
• Always make me feel right
• Making me feel wrong and leaving a lot to learn
• Telling things that every girl would love to hear
• Showing new things in such a rocking way
• Calling me your wife
• All the pain you've helped me to bear
• All the sweet times you've let me in
• All the rides
• All the sleepless nights
• All the hard nights you've spent thinking to relieve my pain
• 
  
• All the mornings
• Cheering me up in such a funny way
• Giving a lot to memorize
• Making me strong enough to walk through everything
• Holding my hand when i'm scared
• ...being a lot like me =)
• Getting along with all my life.

Thank you, you make this all worth the fighting, the waiting, and the price i pay is worth the memories

Sorry for:

• The times i turned my back on you
• The mess i made that let you down
• Words i haven't said to you
• Things i've done to you
• Things i haven't done to you
• All the wrongs i made
• The hells i've put you through
• The song i haven't sung to you yet
• Being imperfect for every situation
• Making some situations harder for you
• The pain i made
• The things i shouldn't say to you
• The time you spent trying to be a better man
• All the times you spent driving me home
• Not being there when you need me mostly
• ...making you feel bad when i should've been your mood-maker
• Sorry for doing things i shouldn't do

Awet ya Devo! Me love u!!! <3

Memilih

"Banyak pilihan dalem hidup, tapi apapun yang udah lo pilih, itulah yang takdir mau."

Waktu lo milih jalan buat ngeraih mimpi-mimpi lo, pasti lo bakal ikhlas buat jalanin, bakal enjoy jalanin pilihan lo itu. Beda waktu orang deket lo maksa-maksa buat milih yang bukan pilihan lo. Ngejalaninnya juga pasti bakal beda. Setengah hati. Mungkin lo ikhlas, but you're going to realize then, i'm taking the risk that should've not found here, and i didn't want this. I don't want this. I hate this, or stuffs like that.. 2 hal yg sering dipusingin, hidup sm lagi-lagi cinta, hahaa as always. IF you could find anything beside those two things, i'd be happy to know..

......Hidup.......

Banyak jalan menuju Roma, tp cuma beberapa jalan yang selamat ye.. Hahaha jayush. Banyak hal yg mesti di pilih, tapi emang makin kesini, makin tua, lo mesti bisa milih dan belajar tanggung jawab sama pilihan lo. Lo juga mesti bs perhitungin apa yg hrs lo lakuin apa yg engga. Belajar memilih ya....belajar

.....Cinta....12345

Banyak jalan untuk menemukan cinta. Tp pilihan itu cuma ada 1.. Hahaha ya buat gue, kl buat player-player di luar sana sih pilihan itu disaring segimanapun tetep ujungnya banyak. Gakdeng, org2 blg NO, tp hati lo!!! Hati lo ngerasain.

Udah ah bete gue, dilema asli.Byee

The start of June 2010

(I captured this pic from http://www.cameroid.com and posed sweetly :P)

Hey, it's the 1st day in June. And let's start this month with a good praying!!!

Semoga dibulan ini, semuanya jadi lebih baik ya, begitu juga semoga insipirasi blogging gue kenceng ahahaha. Semoga kalian dpt semua yg terbaik, dan makin sering visit kesini.

Everything will be fine and gets better in time. I'll be the same through the time, my Devara!!

Be a good friend. Be a good girlfriend. Be a good stranger. But this is all i am as a DAUGHTER. Like it or not, this is Janet Abigail.

"I always wonder why love makes us stronger even it's the same place it makes us dying. And i always wonder why can't old people see what teenage love looks like, how does it feel, and why can't we leave it. Please, someone's gotta expound a lot of these. Fate has chosen its plot, and i hope this was forever. I always hope for the best and afraid of losing what i've got is always haunting. There's a lot of you who wouldn't know me, that much. And i hope that this will help. I'm pretty bad at English, i don't understand grammar LOL. I'm good at loving and being a good friend. But it depends on YOU. It's a pretty fun thing to share my time with my boyfriend and friends. I don't really enjoy being at home, that's what my dad and mom should have known. I'm a teen who's growing up, waaay older.

And i've learned about being in a relationship, having someone you'd like to keep forever, staying up late thinking about old days and tomorrows, laughing about something silly, dreaming about someone each and every day, falling in love with the same person each day, losing your arguments and statements, and well, a lot of things are hard to explain. It's like the entire world changes differently and you can do nothing, you can't help. Memories keeping you holding on. I've been in love for 11 months with a guy named Devara. Wish me a long-lasting relationship!! This 4th of June, we'll be having our 11th month. Oh almost forgot, my NEM for the National Examination was 36,75 and i'd like to enroll in 70 SHS. Wish me all the best, readers♡♡

When it's boring i'll be trying to find an escape, maybe watching movies and day-dreaming LOL

When i'm not in the mood, i'll be spamming Twitter timeline, as always!(‎​◦ˇ зˇ)

That's all for today, have a nice June

He came and made some changes

1. I used to wake up alone, with the alarms ringing out loud. But now he wakes me up with a phonecall each morning

2. I used to cry myself to sleep, but now i pray and smile before i sleep.

3. I used to be unfriendly, but now my heart is filled with joy that i am now smiling a lot, because of you.

4. I used to hate monday, but now i thank every Monday that will surely bring me to Saturday

5. I used to hate myself, for being the most unworthy teenage girl in town. But your presence changed my way of thinking

6. I used to forget anything in a blink, but now i remember A LOT :)

7. I used to be lonely, but now, even when i'm alone i always know that he's always there

8. I used to hate love, but then i just realized that every love has its own good and everyone needs love

9. I used to be anti-social, but ever since you came, i feel better each time i look back to my past :D

10. I used to live in a monochrome TV screen and voiceless. But now, i sing a lot in every colorful day

11. I used to fake a smile to start a day. But now, i smile each time i wake up remembering that i'll spend each day with you

12. I used to be a dreamer, but you woke me up and you keep me up, every single night :)

13. I used to keep questioning about life and world. But now it's all clear that we do need somebody :D

14. I used to walk with my head down. Now with you holding my hand, i keep my head up with a smile on it

15. I used to moan when my heart hurt. Nowadays, i don't have to suffer alone. Your presence means a lot