SAMPAH!

gue tadinya udah mau ngepost tentang perspective gue yang lain. cuman keanya keadaan nggak mendukung. gue nggak mood. dan FYI, gue seneng gue masih bisa ngepost kea gini, jumat kemaren gue dpt musibah. ok bye. if you miss me kabari aku kawan

My Hair

What should i do with my hair? HM.... i have no I-D-E-A
I'm thinkin of a pixie haircut........ or hmmm a new bang

Now:
Curtain Bang---->

I have a thought to cut it to my old bang............ i'm bored with my bang

(kira-kira bakal jadi kayak gini kalo gue potong lagi)

zz

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that i can say I love you
In any given time or place

Tweets

Latest Updates:

hey whazzup, good mornin tweeple ~~ how was ur sleep? <3>
less then 5 seconds ago from web

guys i'm off,tkcr ppl. daa dimas ~~night <3
about 8 hours ago from web

how to tell it? i never found the way til now. i'm not the type.

#iremember those great times and my past

evening guys, i'm online on my MSN,but i catch up sth unpleasant. hm...i'll chat first okay?<3

tai tai tai jangan lagi dong

hang on net, bisa kok lu

perih perih perih mulu gak bisa lepaaaaas *AAARGH*

nahan....trying! susaaah

gue lg chat sm pcr adek gue,hp dia disita, dia nny2in adek gue blg kgn dll. seneng ya adek gue. gue?

chatting with Ceba, Rangga and @azkkka :)

what can i say if this has to be like this

no mood, eaten by the time and the words. how stupid!

i'd break my neck to keep my chin up

hah tahik lah udah hands up gue nyet

feels like....um...something....disturbing my heart and it's annoying! STOP IT!!!!!

gak deng, masih!!! masih berpassion banget gue, biarlah selepas nya aja

yeah bebas gue! biarpun masih ada rasa,kynya bisa di tahan, mesti bisa lepas. harus ilang

sejak itu sih jadi berubah gitu, pendem aja lah.

BALES YANG LAIN LATERRRR

This micro-blogging is so hot right now. Buat gue juga sih nggak terlalu penting gitu, tapi udah jadi keak fever gitu lah. Gue bisa cerita banyak lewat 140 charachters, gue bisa ngasih tau yang gue lakuin dan rasain lewat 140 characters. Enak, simple, dan fun. Log in to http://www.twitter.com to sign up and please follow me :)

Heart

I found a nice article from my English Text Book

HEART

People believed for a long time that the heart was the center of a person's emotions. That is why the heart is used in so many expressions about emotional situations.

One such expression is to lose your heart to someone. When that happens you hava fallen in love. But if the person who "won your heart" does not love you, then you are sure to have a "broken heart". In your pain and sadness, you mau decide that person is "hard-hearted" and in fact, has a "heart of stone"

You may decide to "pour out your heart" to a friend. Telling someone about your personal problems can often make you feel better.

If your friend does not seem to understand how painful your broken heart is, you may ask him to "have a heart" . You are asking him to show some sympathy, to understand how important all this is to you. Your friend "has his heart in the right place" if he says he is sorry, and shows great concern for your situation.

He may, however, warn you "not wear your heart on your sleeve." In other words, do not let everyone see how lovesick you are. When your heart is on your sleeve, you are showing your deepest emotions.

If your friend says, "my heart bleeds for you," then he is a cold-hearted person who doesn't really care about his friends. What he is really saying is that his heart doesn't bleed for you. He is uncaring.

Let us turn from "affairs of the heart" or matter of love, to some other heart expressions about other emotions, courage, for example.

The word courage comes from the Latin word "cor" meaning a heart. Someone who is lacking courage is said to "lack heart"

The cowardly lion in the motion picture The Wizard of Oz believed he lacked heart. He was always afraid. So he mad a difficult trip to seek the mighty wizard of Oz, to ask for a heart.

You could say that the cowardly lion was "chickenhearted" . That is another way of describing someone who is not very brave. A chicken is noted for its bravery. Thus, someone who is chicken-hearted is not very barve or bold.

When you are frightened or concerned, your "heart is in your mouth." You might say, for example, that your heart was in your mouth when you asked the bank for more money.

If the bank says no to you, do not lose heart. Be "strong-hearted". Go to the bank. Sit down with the banker and have a "heart-to-heart" talk. Be open and honest. Explain your situation. As a result of this meeting, the bank may have a "change of heart" . It may agree to lend you the money. This would "put your heart at rest". You could stop worrying

lustful and drunk and bored

Hey, bloggy. What r u doin’? I’m typing this sins here. Feel bored and kicked out. Honestly, I hardly think about what I’ve done bad neither not. I’m upset and confused. I don’t like school, I just love the friends. I don’t like mall I just love the fun. I don’t like to eat much nowadays but I like to drink, drink anything what I want to drink lol, believe it or not my serving is 1/3 of my lil sister’s. and I just feel full with that. Even if 1 Bread Talk can give me tummy-comfort. Is there something wrong? I guess no. Ummm… I don’t like to kiss and kissed, but I love hugs. I’d rather smoke shisha than cigars that causes my nose to sneeze and stuck haha what ever. I’d rather drink mixed vodka than a beer since vodka is sweeter, and neither y’all I know it. I’d rather eat cupcakes than drink vodka and smoke shisha, yaiyalaaah apa banget deh lu banyak bullshit net. Enough for my I’d rather. Hm, this morning I haven’t ate my breakfast, I don’t like the foods but I’ll ask my nanny to scramble an egg with chilli and ginseng leaves with chicken nugget or something. And today, unfortunately I don’t go to church because my driver goes to Bogor!!!! ARGH I really want to go to catch a fun with pals because it will be an outbond, shit head. *ANGRYYYYYYYY*. And I expect Dimas won’t call me this day after what happened last day, sorry man.

I’m watching Dora now haha, cute and cute and argh I’m damn confused. SOMETIMES I feel unwanted, I mean I feel I don’t want to meet anybody and I want to be alone with no one beside just me and Jesus, no fam, no friends, no Dimas. But I’ve felt lonely before and I don’t want to be lonesome anymore. Do they give a fuck? Maybe yes maybe no or maybe not anymore. Who knows? HEY HEY this is Avatar the Legend of Aang, lol, I miss it. *singing: Don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head, I miss you….* aha Blink 182 I miss you. It’s pretty cool when someone you love most miss you crazily and it’s well known it makes you feel wanted and loved, and when they just can’t control their selves like UH MAIGAT I MISS HER I MISS HIM. When their Personal Message read like “I miss youuuu so much”, “kangen Janet” or what ever It should be, I know you’ll feel perfect. But just don’t fly too high, when you’re falling, it’s quite hurt to feel anymore, all you want is being numb to all things and you want to go home. Like what I feel just now. Do you understand? Because I don’t know what I’m talking about. I think I’m drunk lol, see…. I’m smarter when I’m drunk ;ppp

Love, me.

Hey Dimas <3

his phone has no credit left to call me, so let me greet him here ;pp

you know what? when i opened dimas' facebook account and i found many changes
-His prof. pict
-His "About Me"

yeah i've told him i wanted those pict to be his prof. pict

and his status--- the same
In a Relationship with Janet Abigail
he's about me-- the red higlighted area becomes "janet"
my ex never did something like that to me

Boredom part 10000000

I'm bored.

Listen to this song :p

THE TORMENTED lyrics Killing Me Inside

For the last time you waste my tears now, no more torment
But don't just say u've gone away
You tell a fuckin' tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can't stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
I'm dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Can, you, see, me...
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now...
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I'm not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you're holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no...
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It's all done, the time is over
I don't know how to say

LyricsBay | THE TORMENTED lyrics Killing Me Inside

My fourth post of this day -_-

i really don't know what to write.
confused like this @_@ hhh, i'm chatting with my big sweetie cousin named Jessica. ouh men, why Rengga isn't onlineeeeeeeeeee? Does he existttt? ah i hate it a lot!!! what is going on here now?SOMEBODY TELL MEEEEE! why i can't erase all those lovely moments? am i too in love or what. i want to learn how to get on this condition fellas.........

HELP!!!!

ngegaul di bintawroh pelaza

niat nya sihh mau foto studio pertama.................... ehh gatau nya ga jadi nyiet. aahhhh padahal yeee kan gue udah bawa money tuh.



perjalanan pertama di mulai ke rumah marsha, kan abis les gitu gue kalling marsha yaaa. akhirnya gue ke rumahnya gitchu, dan gue nunggu raisha juga. abis udah nyatu semua, kita nganter marsha ke tpt les piano nya gt, dan gatau nya les nya blm mulai, hhh gue dgn terpaksa jln balik lagi ke rumah nya dia kan bareng2. dan begitu sampe di sana ga lama setelah itu, adek nya mrsh selesai les piano, it means marsha harus pergi les, gue bertiga balik lagi ke tpt lesnya marsha, begitu sampe di sana ter nya ta ma sih se teng ah jam la gi!!!!!!! oh myyyyyyyy, perut gue udah sakit banget deh, puasa men puasa. dan akhirnya kita mutusin untuk ke bintaro plaza dulu kan yaaaaaa. dari sana begitu jam 2, baliiiiiik lagi ke tpt les marsha. you know what kita jalan kakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. gile deh begitu masuk tpt les marsha yang full AC itu gue langsung nyesssssssss duduk deh gue.





dan abis marsha kita anterin, gue sama raisha balik lagi ke bintaro plaza shorten as bp jalan kakiiii. soalnya kan gue mau ketemu kakak manis kakak bebifessss si faqi............ dan rengga gitu. sementara si raisha mau ketemu iqul. dan begitu faqi and the gang dateng iqul juga udah ada, so i talk talk dikit lah sama faqi, and dia pergi kan balik katanya mau ke pim. ehh tp ujungnya balik lagi si rengga sama komplotannya (faqi iqbal tyo sama juan), ajak gua nonton, tau ga sih sama anak anak nontonnya asoy geboy, wawawawawawawawa gue ilfil deh ngeliatnya ga sange sama sekali



begitu selesai nonton kan gue sm marsha netep, yang lain mau ke pim alhasil yayay pas rengga mau turun dr eskalator ya eyke sun kan yaaa, sumpah deh i forget banget mau pnjm hape buat nelfon nyokap dimana ahahah teriak deh gue panggil si faqi yang belum jauh, begitu udah kan pada ke pim tuh yang boys. gue sm marsha nyusul deh ke nyokap gue, mau minuuuuuuuuuuuuum haha, sebelumnya gue ke Quickly dulu, gatahan banget nyet udah maghrib wkwkwk. nah abis ke nyokap gue foto box kan ya sama marsha................ you harus tau muka gue udah kea kuda gosong gitu hahah, dan berakhir dengan marsha yang balik, dan gue yang talk talk sama mama, tante, om dan adek sepupu. yaaaa at least today gue udah ketemu rengga setelah sekian lama (uhuhuhuhuh) sumpah gua kangen parah tp ga bisa lampiasin ya deh gue diem aja jadinya ou men nyesel ga sih

boredom and sadness be one

FREAK MODE- ON!

gelaa deh nic gue lagi nunggu jam 2 mau ke penabur, this is my third post in this day, ya i feel bored meeeen. totally stress and i feel a big mental breakdown overwhelms-_- gatau mau nulis ape, jadi maaf deh ya kalo ga jelas. abstract i mean. aaaaaaaaaaaaa faqi nihh ah tuh kan gitu sama adeee ya. ets bentar deh eeeeee ada sms yeah eh dari bhea donggg, teyus dari faqi juga.......... sama dari itu tuh orang yang eyke sayang the most, do you know? ayo tebak deh.................................................................................

okeoke ancur deh nih gue cuma asal ngetik ajaaaaa.

eh eh liat muka gue yang ini dehhh, sumpah kayak babi kan? hahaha tapi nliat doooooong tangan gueeeee bangga ga sihhhh (ih janyet) tunggu deh ya aku mau search foto lagi, foto yang aneeeeh deh nih gue coba pamerin (kalo adaaaaaaaaaa)

ahhhh tenyom deh gue malah liat pas chat sama rengga wkwwkk, udah deh ini aja yang di pameriiiiin. bentar ya gue coba cari lagiiii haah

nih nih muka gue lagi nangis, aib banget kan kayak nahan pup hahahah, dasar lebay dc ihhhh sumpah ngakak gue ingetnya nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

udah udah deh ga jelas nihhh. gue lagi abstrak gak jelas jadi wajar aja yaaa. akyu punya banyak banget masalah zzz. aduh sumpah nih hari capek gueeee. ououououuouo tarzaaaaan i'm janeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-t

eh eh sabtu pada jalan ga sihhhh gue pengen jalan nih kan cewritanya, tp gatau mau sama siapa? maunya sihh sama si itu wakakak aih tapi ga berani deh ah gue. eh eh tau ga looooooooooo semua masa gue lagi buka youtube gitu kan ya dari tadi gue dengerin lagunya ariiiii dicintai tuk disakiti, terswwerawh nya glenn sama ini nih lagi little wondernya rob thomas hzhz gelaaaa nih gue gatau kenapaaaa udah deh ah cepet dong temen temen gue contaaaact. i'm bored nich i need extra refreshing thingsss. ck, uouou