Old dude Dev

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEV!!!!

Akhirnya, gue udah ngantuk2 nunggu jam 12, sempet juga :D:D

Semoga lo terhibur sama video2 dibawah ya, and i've text u ke hp mama mu.

Good night ya! Love u

Happy Birthday my Devara II

This is another video :P

For you, Devara Putra Aryasta!

Gue ga tau ngontact lo lewat mana :( nelfon ke mama mu ga enak, tp hp km mati. Bbm kak cal juga mati

I hope you'll like this video, pig! I've made 3 videos for you. Hope you'll love it

Happy Birthday my Devara :D

Hey goodnight everybody! I made this video just a moment ago from my sister's blackberry!!

Well, sbnrnya Devara bsk ultah nya 9 Juni!!! Tp yah gapapa lah, dia di spore, gue mau jadi yg "kecepetan" ngucapin hoho. Cepet pulang ya dev, aku kangen sama kamu bgt :-(

I LOVE YOU Dev, 4ever 7o9ether!!!!

The strongest element in the world

Hey everybody! I spent my day in kak iren's house.. with fira riri bebby and kak ami.. What i'm going to write here is not quite different from my older posts.. I talked a lot, i shared a lot about my lovelife with kak ami and return, she shared so much about hers. And i was surprised and i found that we have a lot of similarity.. we're as tough as weak as everything we are. Okay lah let's start.

Gue sama Kak Ami kan curhat2, sementara kak Iren bobo, Fira di dalem futu2 hahaha tulul. So i was there when she told how she fought the pain she never thought she'd get.. Dan ternyata banyak kesamaan yang gue temuin. kita sama-sama pernah rasain sakit dan ga enak nya di boongin, dimana posisinya ga ada yg bisa dilakuin lagi.

You know why i titled this post "The strongest element in the world"?

If you see, the brain takes control of everything inside of our body, even the beat of our heart. When your heart falls in love, then it can be made sure that your brain will lose its authority to take control of your heart..

Otak bisa buat bibir lo boong, tapi otak ga akan pernah bisa buat hati lo berpurapura ato boong.

Org2 bisa maksa lo utk ngelakuin hal yg lo lakuin, mungkin when your argument's weaker and you lose, lo ngelakuin jg ga tulus. Contoh gampang bukan. Sama kayak waktu pilihan lo dlm hal apapun ga disetujui sama orang tua, yg seharusnya mensupport lo dan bisa jd temen. NO OFFENSE ya. something happened to me. yak lanjut, gue cerita banyak sama kak ami gitu kan, and we stated something, quite rash maybe but it sounded true..

When you love someone, truly, you won't be able to hurt them in return even if they have hurt you so badly. AND you'll find it easier to hurt yourself. Yaa seenggaknya ini yg pernah gue rasa

Begitu kuat nya elemen ini sampe kadang hal-hal kecil pun bisa merubah hidup lo.

Segitu kuatnya cinta, sampe bisa ngebuat lo berani ngadepin apa yang ada di dpn buat perjuangin apa yang mau lo pertahanin.

Segitu berartinya cinta, sampe orang2 munafik yang jijik membaca blog gua pun di dalem lubuk hatinya masih bisa bilang "ini bullshit" tp tetep ngerasain hal yang sama hahahaah, let's try.. Ga bkl jauh2 dr sini. God made it so strong! God modified love with some kind of ultra-dynamic-monstrous-feeling.. Awsum!!! Okay2. I can't deny!

And when you fall in love, no matter what people say, no matter what your brain tries to convince you about, no matter what your parents say, no matter how painful the path you choose is, you'll be as strong as how God has made love to fill humanity with everything cheerful, enchanting and wonderful. Love is not useless.

Thank You, Lord. for showing the way to find love

Friends and family, i know you guys have been in love before, and i hopelessly try to ask for SUPPORT, i don't wanna be pressured anymore. Thank you.

(This bride was praying, hoping that everything would be alright and her marriage would last forever. As how every girlfriend wants to have the best things in their lovelife with no one annoys)

Happy 11th Month, Dev

Today's 4th of June and this is the day when we finally reached our 11th month

Happy 11th month, Dev!

Thank you for:

• Making me feel loved
• Doing silly things to make me laugh
• Staring me dead in the eyes to make me smile
• Always make me feel right
• Making me feel wrong and leaving a lot to learn
• Telling things that every girl would love to hear
• Showing new things in such a rocking way
• Calling me your wife
• All the pain you've helped me to bear
• All the sweet times you've let me in
• All the rides
• All the sleepless nights
• All the hard nights you've spent thinking to relieve my pain
• 
  
• All the mornings
• Cheering me up in such a funny way
• Giving a lot to memorize
• Making me strong enough to walk through everything
• Holding my hand when i'm scared
• ...being a lot like me =)
• Getting along with all my life.

Thank you, you make this all worth the fighting, the waiting, and the price i pay is worth the memories

Sorry for:

• The times i turned my back on you
• The mess i made that let you down
• Words i haven't said to you
• Things i've done to you
• Things i haven't done to you
• All the wrongs i made
• The hells i've put you through
• The song i haven't sung to you yet
• Being imperfect for every situation
• Making some situations harder for you
• The pain i made
• The things i shouldn't say to you
• The time you spent trying to be a better man
• All the times you spent driving me home
• Not being there when you need me mostly
• ...making you feel bad when i should've been your mood-maker
• Sorry for doing things i shouldn't do

Awet ya Devo! Me love u!!! <3

Memilih

"Banyak pilihan dalem hidup, tapi apapun yang udah lo pilih, itulah yang takdir mau."

Waktu lo milih jalan buat ngeraih mimpi-mimpi lo, pasti lo bakal ikhlas buat jalanin, bakal enjoy jalanin pilihan lo itu. Beda waktu orang deket lo maksa-maksa buat milih yang bukan pilihan lo. Ngejalaninnya juga pasti bakal beda. Setengah hati. Mungkin lo ikhlas, but you're going to realize then, i'm taking the risk that should've not found here, and i didn't want this. I don't want this. I hate this, or stuffs like that.. 2 hal yg sering dipusingin, hidup sm lagi-lagi cinta, hahaa as always. IF you could find anything beside those two things, i'd be happy to know..

......Hidup.......

Banyak jalan menuju Roma, tp cuma beberapa jalan yang selamat ye.. Hahaha jayush. Banyak hal yg mesti di pilih, tapi emang makin kesini, makin tua, lo mesti bisa milih dan belajar tanggung jawab sama pilihan lo. Lo juga mesti bs perhitungin apa yg hrs lo lakuin apa yg engga. Belajar memilih ya....belajar

.....Cinta....12345

Banyak jalan untuk menemukan cinta. Tp pilihan itu cuma ada 1.. Hahaha ya buat gue, kl buat player-player di luar sana sih pilihan itu disaring segimanapun tetep ujungnya banyak. Gakdeng, org2 blg NO, tp hati lo!!! Hati lo ngerasain.

Udah ah bete gue, dilema asli.Byee

The start of June 2010

(I captured this pic from http://www.cameroid.com and posed sweetly :P)

Hey, it's the 1st day in June. And let's start this month with a good praying!!!

Semoga dibulan ini, semuanya jadi lebih baik ya, begitu juga semoga insipirasi blogging gue kenceng ahahaha. Semoga kalian dpt semua yg terbaik, dan makin sering visit kesini.

Everything will be fine and gets better in time. I'll be the same through the time, my Devara!!

Be a good friend. Be a good girlfriend. Be a good stranger. But this is all i am as a DAUGHTER. Like it or not, this is Janet Abigail.

"I always wonder why love makes us stronger even it's the same place it makes us dying. And i always wonder why can't old people see what teenage love looks like, how does it feel, and why can't we leave it. Please, someone's gotta expound a lot of these. Fate has chosen its plot, and i hope this was forever. I always hope for the best and afraid of losing what i've got is always haunting. There's a lot of you who wouldn't know me, that much. And i hope that this will help. I'm pretty bad at English, i don't understand grammar LOL. I'm good at loving and being a good friend. But it depends on YOU. It's a pretty fun thing to share my time with my boyfriend and friends. I don't really enjoy being at home, that's what my dad and mom should have known. I'm a teen who's growing up, waaay older.

And i've learned about being in a relationship, having someone you'd like to keep forever, staying up late thinking about old days and tomorrows, laughing about something silly, dreaming about someone each and every day, falling in love with the same person each day, losing your arguments and statements, and well, a lot of things are hard to explain. It's like the entire world changes differently and you can do nothing, you can't help. Memories keeping you holding on. I've been in love for 11 months with a guy named Devara. Wish me a long-lasting relationship!! This 4th of June, we'll be having our 11th month. Oh almost forgot, my NEM for the National Examination was 36,75 and i'd like to enroll in 70 SHS. Wish me all the best, readers♡♡

When it's boring i'll be trying to find an escape, maybe watching movies and day-dreaming LOL

When i'm not in the mood, i'll be spamming Twitter timeline, as always!(‎​◦ˇ зˇ)

That's all for today, have a nice June

He came and made some changes

1. I used to wake up alone, with the alarms ringing out loud. But now he wakes me up with a phonecall each morning

2. I used to cry myself to sleep, but now i pray and smile before i sleep.

3. I used to be unfriendly, but now my heart is filled with joy that i am now smiling a lot, because of you.

4. I used to hate monday, but now i thank every Monday that will surely bring me to Saturday

5. I used to hate myself, for being the most unworthy teenage girl in town. But your presence changed my way of thinking

6. I used to forget anything in a blink, but now i remember A LOT :)

7. I used to be lonely, but now, even when i'm alone i always know that he's always there

8. I used to hate love, but then i just realized that every love has its own good and everyone needs love

9. I used to be anti-social, but ever since you came, i feel better each time i look back to my past :D

10. I used to live in a monochrome TV screen and voiceless. But now, i sing a lot in every colorful day

11. I used to fake a smile to start a day. But now, i smile each time i wake up remembering that i'll spend each day with you

12. I used to be a dreamer, but you woke me up and you keep me up, every single night :)

13. I used to keep questioning about life and world. But now it's all clear that we do need somebody :D

14. I used to walk with my head down. Now with you holding my hand, i keep my head up with a smile on it

15. I used to moan when my heart hurt. Nowadays, i don't have to suffer alone. Your presence means a lot

Somebody, someone like you

I want somebody to love

I want somebody who takes care when i'm sick

I want somebody who smiles at me after he stares

I want somebody who shows the world in a better way

I want somebody who talks wisely when i need to learn more about the world

I want somebody who tell his secrets, the secrets he never shared before

I want somebody who puts me first in everything he does, in everyday

I want somebody who wants me around

I want somebody who drives me home like you

I want somebody who tells me that he loves me, everyday

I want somebody who makes everything feels okay

I want somebody who calls when something seems wrong

I want somebody who tweets something pleasant about me

I want someone like you

apa yang saya ketahui tentang cinta

Sesuai judul, gue mau nulis perspektif gue tentang cinta. Hahahaha hal yang biasanya mendewai hati remaja, disaat sepi galau dan senang.

Sebenernya gue juga kurang bener ngerti, cinta tuh apa. Tapi yang gue tau, itu yang gue rasain. Cinta itu rasa yang ga bisa diatur, dikendaliin sama diberentiin paksa.Cinta itu buatan Yang Agung, untuk dinikmati, dibagi, disebarkan, dan dirasakan. Banyak yang mengataskan nama cinta untuk melakukan hal yang merugikan banyak orang. Tapi gue, gue ngatas namain cinta untuk mencapai apa yang gue mimpiin, hidup bahagia dimasa nya nanti. Gue rasa lo semua juga.

Disini, gue nggak bicara umur. Setiap orang, dengan umur yang berbeda, kapasitas berpikir dan jangkuan pola pikir yang berbeda bisa punya opini yang juga berbeda. Jadi jangan salahin gue, kalo ini ga sejalan sama kalian, karena belom tentu ini sama kaya pikiran kalian. Thanks for ur understanding, anyway

Waktu lo pikir lo jatuh cinta, mungkin lo salah, lo cuma jatuh hati sama seseorang karena parasnya, karena lucunya, karena baiknya, karena lo kangen ada yang meratiin, karena lo capek sendiri, karena duitnya, karena faktor faktor lain yang lo harepin bisa lo dapetin.

Tapi, beda, disaat lo bener-bener yakin itu cinta. Waktu lo bener-bener nggak bisa lepasin ketergantungan mood lo dari dia, waktu lo ga bisa jelasin apa yang lo rasain, waktu lo ga bisa kontrol emosi lo, waktu lo sendiri ngerasa takut kehilangan orang yang bukan milik lo sepenuhnya, waktu lo bisa berpikir tentang hal-hal yang seharusnya belom lo pikirin, waktu lo bisa ngelakuin hal yang lo pikir ga bisa lo lakuin, dan banyak lagi rasa yang aneh yang ga bisa lo jelasin di Twitter ato Blogspot.

Karena ini yang gue rasain sekarang. Seorang cowo yang nyata ada di hidup gue sekarang, yang hampir 1 tahun ngisi hari-hari gua, dan ga ada abisnya gue bicarain.

Gue banyak belajar tentang hal ini. Hahaha hal-hal yang ngebuat gue tersenyum waktu hal-hal konyol ga lagi lucu buat gue. Dan sementara, hal-hal yang biasa bisa ngerusak mood gue dengan gitu jitu nya. Itu yang gue pertanyakan, kenapa cinta segitu mudahnya mengambil bagian penting di hidup gua. Gua ga pernah minta untuk jatuh cinta, tapi nyatanya, inilah gua dengan semua yang bisa gua share. Cinta itu salah satu dari takdir, look beside and see the one you've got that heaven has sent you from above, mereka lah yang dikirim dan digarisini buat ada sama lo sekarang, APAPUN kata orang-orang, entah kalian nggak cocok, dia begini begitu, kalian begini begitu, kalian ga bisa bersatu karena faktor mungkin keluarga. Tapi cinta itu butuh pengorbanan dan bukti. Perjuangin apa yang ada. Lakuin sebisa lo. Sampe dia bisa liat, kalo lo WORTH FIGHTING FOR, kalo lo pantes di perjuangin dan dipertahankan. Siapa bilang cinta itu mudah, cinta datang dengan segenap pertimbangan yang ga lo kira, dan menguras hati dan duit hahahaha. Untungnya gue ga matre -_- hayo yg matre jgn kesindir yaa.

Seandainya nanti "lo" baca, semoga lo bisa rasain yang gue rasain, semoga kita ngerasain hal yang sama, rencana-rencana masa depan kita, rencana-rencana konyol yang kita buat, hahaha semoga ada buktinya.

Dan pesen gue untuk kalian, para remaja haahaah, jangan capek untuk mencintai orang yang ada disamping lo, atau ada jauh di depan sana. Jangan capek untuk ngejar dan nunjukin kalo dia dicintai, setiap harinya. Jangan pernah meminta balik, sebelum lo jadi orang yang patut dicintai :)

10 wishes from thousands

1. I wish i could freeze the time when you're around

2. I wish i could make you stay forever like there was nothing better

3. I wish i could spend a night to sleep beside you on the front seat of your car.

4. I wish you could share your blanket and your bed, we could only lay along time, laugh at each other and rest.

5. I wish i could find a better thing to explain to you. To make this easier for you

6. I wish you'd stay the same, no matter what

7. I wish i could find you a love that lasts.

8. I wish i could make you feel different......

9. I wish you read every tweet i've tweeted for you

10. I wish i knew how to tweet thousands of reason much more better than this......

Fate

Takdir.

Udah takdirnya gue mesti jadi Janet. Takdirnya gue punya bokap nyokap lebay. Takdirnya gue berbadan semok ga kaya Megan Fox. Takdirnya gue begini begitu. And you know what, imma do what i do and WHETHER you like it or not. Ga ada yang bisa rubah gue, apa yang ada di gue, apa yang gue mau dan apa yang hati gue bilang. And what you people need to know, even if i'm not that good girl, i never want to involve anybody, i just wanna be me, namanya juga remaja haaha gue cuma mau nemuin jati diri, sah ilaaah. Bkn masalah bad influence atau apalah itu, tapi masalah gue mau jadi kayak gimana.

Cara main gue yaa biasa, selayaknya 2010 hahaha. Gausah pada muna lah disini. Gue ga risihin lo pada asal kita main fair, gue di ladang gue, lo di ladang lo.

Again and again, takdir, kata nyokap gue, lahir hidup mati udah ada yang atur. Berarti.... apapun yang gue punya sekarang itu juga udah di atur. Apa yang udah gue lewatin juga udah diatur. Gue sama temen-temen gue, udah di atur. Gue sama Devara juga udah diatur dong, orang-orang yang nentang.... ya ngelawan takdir lah itungannya, NO OFFENSE. Gue kaya gini, udah di atur juga, kalo mau rubah gue.... yaa don't mess with me, mess with my Maker. God has done a lot for me, i've done nothing to please Him, i'm just a sinner, but thank for everything God :-)

NO OFFENSE. This post untuk.... ya beberapa orang yang semoga aja suatu saat bisa ngrti. Bye all. Gonna type something here, soon :D

Why so hard to forget

When we sleep like this and when reality can't wake us up
I feel like having the best sleep ever
When i open my eyes and turn around, i see you laying still beside me

When we hug like this, i know that i'm holding someone who's worth fight for
And that's the best part in life that sometimes you don't realize


When we spend our time, singing our song and you playing the guitar
I can't sing but when you're around, i just can....



Remember when we stood in the center of the crowd,
We ignored what they did.....
We ignored what they say


Remember when we drove somewhere, anywhere by your motorcycle
We got no conversation, all we got is silence but with the golden smiles in our faces


Remember those silly faces we captured
Remember those silly moments we've shared together
The times when we laughed at each other
When we couldn't hide how happy we were

So tell me, will you grow old with me?

Reasons why she's worth it

Watch and learn dude.. You know, girls are unreadable, they sometimes hide their feeling to avoid worse conditions. and they often lie to you guys. Like when she says she's okay maybe she's just really not, and hoping that you'd come to her and ask her in a sweeter way i don't know. But if you have someone you love sooo much and you think you've been dong her wrong. Maybe this will help. I hope so.

1. she stayed awake to be someone to talk with while you drove along those empty road at 3 A.M

2. remember how she smiled after you yelled at her with bad words? wasn't she still pretty with the tears on her eyes?

3. she made your life worth while, the fight, the tears, and the violence

4. she keeps being nice, no matter how you've been. even when you cheated behind her back..

5. she cleaned your sweat on the forehead. with her own hand when other girls grinned and said "yuck!!!"

6. she always hug you gently, related to the fact that she doens't want to hurt you

7. she made your sister's English speech note. she made your brother's writing homework

8. she always bear the pain you cause, alone. even though you ever said that she'd never be alone

9. she loves you more every after her downpour tears, when you break your promise

10. and she STAYS the same, even you KEEP breaking her heart. isn't that enough?

11. she wants forever, even she have seen how you worked it out, it's like you don't wanna be forever

12. bcs she never forgets to say goodnight and wishing you a ight sleep

13. she puts you first, all she know is that you're worth it. how about you dude? do you put her first?

14. she dresses like what you've told her to. she changed to what you'd like her to become

15. The last, bcs she completely let you in, FOR FREE. without any terms and conditions.

ADDitional:

16. she has been tweeting a lot about you to make you realize

17. she's been trying too hard to be the best for you

18. she treats you motherly. and if you see, she never makes you feel ignored or something worse

19. she keeps telling you the same thing.

20. she's always there to comfort you, even not for every hour in your day. she's open

21. you're always good in her eyes, no matter how bad you are in other people's sight of seeing.

Once you waste them you'll lose the chance to be the luckiest guy ever.
Think over, dude.

Bilingual

Hey people! I'm back, bringing you photos to adore :P heheee....well this is my class' photoshoots for our yearbook. I'm now blogging with no pressure about UAN. but i'm now feeling worse bcs i'm not ready to say goodbye to my class and to my XILIF1908 :(

Reasons why i'm staying for you

1. Because i can't let go what we've shared together

2. Because everyday will be different without you, no text, no phone call, no smile

3. Because forgetting you is something i never learned to do

4. You're like my favorite hours in 24 hours.

5. Because you're making me feel like i was born to be perfect for someone

6. Because you're where i've set my life living in

7. Because it hurts thinking to go through days without you anymore

8. Because my sisters love you and wish they had a brother like you

9. Because you're the one who keeps me up at night and wakes me up in the morning

10. Because i can't seem to think about anything else beside you

11. At least, remember me, don't forget my presence.... and stay...........

Am i asking so much from you? Remember me and stay

dear, Devara Putra Aryasta
4th July 09 - Future

Happy Belated New Year

2010

Sincerely, i wrote this post for you guys

Hey dear readers:)

BTW merry belated christmas. sorry ya gue lama gak posting keaknya hehe gue lagi gak mood bgt soalnya. I'm back, here with a broken heart and waiting for someone i have always expected to heal me.

Seriously, i have been very busy spending my time to relieve this pain :(
1. Gimana sih rasanya lu kalo lo mesti liat org yg lo syg ngindar? Terlihat nggak peduli, dan emang nggak butuh lo lagi? Apa rasanya? Tell me. Apa yang lo rasain dalam sekejap mata?

2. Apa rasanya waktu mereka bahkan memperlakukan lo kayak tempat buangan, tempat pelampiasin rasa sakit yang lo bahkan nggak tau mereka kenapa?

3. Pernah nggak lo ada di posisi gue? Denger kata sayang tapi nggak terasa disayang?

4. Lo tau nggak rasanya waktu gue.... sounds absurd begging for someone i thought would always be there????

Sorry gue emosi banget. Gue cuma mau berbagi aja sama kalian. Kalo kalian sayang sama orang, udah deh lupain yang namanya hati lu buat lu, egois, sama apalah itu yg negatif2.

1. Kasih semua hati lu, jangan pamrih dan baru lo boleh berharap banyak. Bukan minta loh

2. Sayangi mereka selembut mungkin. Sebisa mungkin lu buat mereka merasa disayang. BIARPUN ujungnya mereka jijik sama lu, ngerasa lo lebay. UDAH! bodo amat. Lo bakal nyesel kalo at last mereka cuma tau lo yg nggak syg segitunya sama lo.

Banyak banget pelajaran yang gue dapetin, banyak banget. Ternyata hal-hal duniawi nggak semuanya bisa gue dapetin. Ternyata perasaan itu kosong, cuma dilapisin sama kata-kata yg jadi power. HAHAHAHA. Oke gue rasa gue gila. Kalian tau, menyakiti itu tidak baik, dan kalian juga harus tahu, bertahan itu sulit. Sekarang, gue bertahan tanpa bantuan, cuma temen-temen yang nguatin aja. Gue mempertahankan permainan ganda dengan hanya 1 pemain. WOW. Gila nggak? Gue bukan mau FRONTAL, NONO.

I confess, this pain is killing me. This hurts so bad, and i don't think that i can make it through the days in-front. But did you know? Time would help, anywhen.

I don't want to make things worse, that's why i haven't told him yet how i feel by now. Gue cuma mau dia merasa kalo gue nggak papa, biarpun dengan kayak gini, jujur, sakit. I love him so much, as much as how i loved him at the start. This sounds crazy, but holding on will be so much better than if i have to let go. I don't want to be selfish, but... gimana ya? Terkadang, emang manusia suka nggak sadar kadang mereka sendiri lah POKOK masalahnya. Dan gue rasa untuk hal ini, itu gue.

Perasaan emang nggak bisa bohong, gue sebenernya bertanya-tanya. Kenapa cinta masih aja nggak adil? Masih aja nggak bisa stop perlakuin banyak sekali orang yang berhak untuk dicintai dengan tidak menyenangkan? Tapi ya itulah, dunia emang banyak misteri. I say love, it's not a reminder, it's not a daily routine, it's not a big thing. But i care so much. Tapi kalo udah saatnya tiba, ANEHNYA, cinta lah yang memperbaiki keadaan hahaha. Lucu abis gila parah

INTINYA, pada saat menyayangi, inget ya, sesakit apapun, jauhkan mereka dari rasa itu :P Jangen buat mereka rasain kalo diperlakukan keak gitu itu sakit. Buat mereka rasain kalo mereka di sayang dan berarti. It's love, men. Love never ask a paycheck and payback.


Follow mereka ya di Twitter.com:
Maya: @mayamartha
Fira: @FiraMzy
Farsya: @FarsyaZsiregar
Cinta: @cintaxxo

Super Cool.

2012:

Film ini emang ngundang kontroversi. Cuman ya kan gue penasaran :P jadi gue nonton. Dan believe it or not gue ngocorin air mata, gila-gilaan. I saw there, families are in bond, tightly. Their hearts, their souls and their feelings. They were all so close. I saw there, that money won't help us from falling apart, death and.. The End of The World, or we can make it easier to say CATASTROPHE. Buat gue..visual effect nya WOW..ah sial abis nganga. Kapan ya gue bisa keak gitu, something's made up but seen real. Salute for them. Applause bgt deh. Disini gue belajar, LAGI-LAGI, kalo ternyata kita itu semua satu. Pada akhirnya kita semua akan dihancurkan bersama. Akan dihakimi bersama. Tahu si orang gila di Yellowstone, dia sendiri yang bilang kalo kita semua akan menjadi satu pada akhirnya, dan itu fakta. Gue jg belajar, itu lah masalah besar di dunia, hanya orang yang memiliki kursi, tahta, dan juga uang yang bisa diperlakukan menyenangkan adil dan juga bertahan. Padahal seharusnya,setiap individu kan punya kesempatan yang sama (untuk bertahan hidup, fight for their lives and rights di dlm film ini). Dan disini, mari kita luruskan, di film itu juga diperlihatkan, ternyata China lah yang membangun bahtera-bahtera itu, dan China lah tempat dimana bahtera itu ditempatkan. SEE! China is GREAT! My mom was like: "I've told you honey, you should learn Chinese" :)). I just pray, and hope, kita bakal "kompak" jauh sebelum Akhir Jaman. AHOOOO amin.

The Twilight Saga: New Moon

Hey Twihards, Twihearts, Robsessed, TLFans, atau ya.. Anti-Twilight :)

Gue sebenernya gak terlalu addict, tp gue akuin emang gue suka banget. Selain karena Taylor Lautner sama Robert Pattinson nya emang Hot Hunks bgt, gara-gara ceritanya, agak thriller gitu, cuman drama sama romance nya juga nyeimbangin makannya, mainin perasaan bgt. Just wanna say, gue belajar buat menyayangi tanpa batas.... hm, dan harus bisa bertanggung jawab (taken from: Edward left Bella in pain, and just showed up occasionally to say smthg. He didn't come to heal, but he did came with a trigger for Bella to risk her life in danger"

AVATAR!!!!!!

I loveee this movie!! Seriously. Film ini ngebuat otak gue berputar ke segala arah, dan membuka lapisan mata yang membutakan beberapa hal. Manusia emang perusak, emang egois, emang perenggut. Manusia merusak dan tanpa rasa bersalah terus mencari apa bisa mereka rusak dan gerogoti. Termasuk "tanah asing" yang bukan menjadi hak mereka. Avatar, Jake Sully, fortunately just opened his eyes and realized that things and started helping those Pandora natives. Disini diperlihatkan, bagaimana manusia menghancurkan tanah Pandora, bagaimana senjata bisa berkuasa, bagaimana kekompakan bisa menolong, dan bagaimana cinta bisa merubah sudut pandang. Buat gue, film ini bagus banget, visual effect yang ngebuat bibir gue diem nganga, ngebuat gue sedih seneng deg-degan lebay norak dan segala macem. Gue gak bisa cerita banyak, cuman coba deh you guys MUST watch this movie. I was thinking about watching this movie for the 2nd time :P

SANG PEMIMPI

Sang Pemimpi.. 3 bocah sekawan yang memiliki cita-cita untuk sekolah ke Paris. Biarpun ended up, hanya Aray dan Lintang yang bisa pergi kesana, meninggalkan Jimron di kampung halamannya. Mereka pergi ke Eropa dengan "kuda-kuda" Jimron. Kalian harus nonton film ini. Nyokap gue sampe terkesima banget, gimana ajaibnya mimpi bisa membawa kita ke tempat yang tadinya hanya ada di pikiran dan angan dan gimana mimpi bisa menjadi fondasi kuat yang memantapkan hati untuk meraih sesuatu, padahal mimpi...hanyalah buah tidur, hanyalah something's unreal. Asal hati mantap, kuat, dan nggak peduli apa yang menghadang, nggak takut sama jatuh bangun mengambil segala resiko yang ada, semuanya bisa diraih. HAH film ini ngebuat gue mantap untuk bermimpi kerja di belakang layar Hollywood, ataupun menjadi designer INDONESIA yg bersanding dengan designer mancanegara, bahkan menjadi geologist sepert Adrian (2012 Movie) pun ada di pikiran gue WOHOOO, terlalu tinggi memang tp.. nggak ada salahnya.

L.I.F.E

Hidup:

Apa yang bisa lo pikirin begitu lo denger kata hidup? Apa yang bisa lo banyangin begitu lo berpikir tentang hidup? Jujur, gue nggak bisa bilang banyak. Gue Cuma bisa bilang kalo hidup itu sementara yang diisi sama banyak hal indah diikuti sederet hal-hal yang juga menyakiti.Hidup ini memang memiliki banyak kemungkinan, tau apa yang salah? Kita lebih sering memikirkan resiko dan juga hasil yang negative, dan secara tidak sadar menutup pikiran kita untuk kemungkinan terbaik yang MEMILIKI kemungkinan untuk terjadi. Setiap sudut pandang yang dimiliki manusia, tidak ada yang salah, gue gak bisa bilang sudut pandang lo salah dan sebagainya, karna kaca mat ague, kaca mata lo, jangkauan gue, jangkauan lo, itu berbeda, biarpun mungkin poin nya hanya 0,1. Itu dihitung sebagai keunikan manusia, tak ada yg menyamai.

Sementara apa yang membuat lo takut untuk melangkah:
- Kesalahan
- Cerita hidup

Pertama. Kesalahan. Lo jatuh ke dalam lubang besar. NAH!!! Kalo lo bilang kesalahan itu ada untuk membuat lo menghindari lubang itu,untuk tidak jatuh lagi. Lo salah. Why??? Because that hole is never meant to be avoided, but to be examined and to make you learn OVER and OVER again. Lo jatuh ke dalam kesalahan untuk belajar lebih banyak, belajar tentang hal-hal yg sebelumnya belum lo dapatkan. Bukan untuk menghindari. Lo jatuh kesitu untuk mengetahui apa yang terjadi, apa yang ada di situ, beradaptasi dan mengebalkan diri membuat masalah itu bukan lagi masalah untuk lo. Lo adalah pengecut!! Kalo lo menghindarinya, lo bukan manusia ber-courage. Lo terlalu takut untuk melihat resiko dan hasil yang lebih baik. Keraguan itu yang membuat lo takut.

Kedua. Kesalahan hidup. Kesalahan atau pengalaman hidup yang salah yang mereka alami, sebelum lo. Bukan lah pelajaran untuk lo. Mungkin pepatah bilang “Lebih baik mencegah daripada mengobati” Tapi gue rasa kalian cukup berpikiran dan nggak lupa kalo pepatah juga bilang “You will never know if you never try”. Lo pilih phrase yang pertama, lo itu…penakut. Lo pilih phrase ke 2. YEAHHH ini dia, manusia yang gak pernah takut untuk hal baru.

Jangan lo hidup dibawah bayangan orang lain, dibawah kisah, cerita orang lain. Yang belum tentu sama nantinya sama hidup lo. Jangan buat cerita menyedihkan itu jadi benteng besar, kalo lo takut, LO GAK AKAN PERNAH TAU GIMANA INDAHNYA DUNIA INI. Dan LO GAK AKAN PERNAH TAU SEBERAPA JAHATNYA DUNIA. Percaya sama gue, lo gak akan pernah ngerasa ALL OUT!!! Lo hidup untuk lo, juga hidup untuk hal-hal dan orang-orang yang sayang sama lo, yang lo sayangi dan untuk mereka yang patut lo pertahankan dan lo perjuangkan keberadaannya. Jangan pernah lo bilang lo salah, no, bukan, lo cuma BELUM mengerti, lo Cuma butuh waktu untuk belajar banyak.

Kita semua hidup berdampingan, we all meant to be one. And don’t let anything to be on your way. Live your life like you’ll die tomorrow. Learn a lot, and never feel afraid to see what next. To face chaos and to face what might hurt you. You guys have to be like…a kind of motivator for others. And don’t ever you feel afraid to stare and to look around. POSSIBILITIES ARE AROUND. Good or bad you’ll never know. No one knows. If they have never been there, and IF they never try.Don’t close your mind don’t fill your mind with negative thoughts but balance it with positive thoughts. You’ll feel better. OKAY? Thanks. This is my own perspective and this isn’t wrong. Setiap perspective itu beda. Belajar lah membuka paradigm-paradigma baru, bukan menyalin kisah hidup orang lain melainkan membuat cerita baru dan terus belajar. Thanks

Perbedaan

1 kata bermakna luas, dan 1 kata yang bakal susah buat lo hadapin. 1 kata yang membentengi kita semua untuk bersatu. Ada Bhineka Tunggal Ika, tp phrase itu pun meaningless. Useless. It doesn't work in this world.

Gue bertanya-tanya kenapa perbedaan nggak bisa nyatuin kita, kenapa perbedaan malah memperjelas perbedaan yang sudah ada, dan membuat itu terlihat kontras. Gue disini, sebagai pelajar, gue nggak bisa bilang banyak, mungkin pengalaman gue masih dikit, tapi gue rasa perspective gue bukan perspective anak remaja brainless yang bisanya cuman ngegaul kemana mana kok, gue cukup punya pikiran, dan ya gue rasa gue emang belom bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang ada di kepala gue.

PERBEDAAN.

Gue pengen kalian. Setelah baca ini, mau belajar untuk ngompres kesenjangan sosial yang ada di lingkungan kalian, gue pengen nggak ada lagi perbedaan mencolok antar suku budaya etnis RAS suku dan AGAMA. Gue nggak mau lagi denger racism-racism gitu ataupun perkataan kotor tentang SARA. Gue pengen kita, sebagai generasi penerus, nggak lagi membedakan satu sama yang lain. Taken from 2012 MOVIE, it's not right to hate others, because the differences between both of you. And it kills me to see some wars some fights are triggered by those unimportant difference which meant to be just one. I don't want to see us fall apart bcs of these differences. Gue cuma pengen kita semua nyatu, perbedaan perbedaan yg biasanya jd bahan CAK CAKan gak lagi di permasalahkan. KENAPA gak bisa?